for a moment, and then scowled and hung up. Quietly, he said, âLetâs take a walk.â
Chapter 9
C illian wasnât sure what he hated more, the fact that he had to tell Eavan that he was with the C.D.A. or the fact that he seemed to have picked up a second supervisor. He wanted to tell Nyx to piss off, but his superiors would be anything but pleased if he lost his âanonymousâ source so soonâplus that whole threat business of Nyxâs echoed in his mind.
Eavan was silent by his side as they walked down the street toward a tiny park that was reasonably well-lit. He stopped at a small cluster of unoccupied benches. It was late enough that they had a bit of privacy.
âIâm here investigating him,â Cillian told her. âYour cousin offered me a wealth of information on his activities, among other things, in exchange for protecting you.â
Eavan laughed, a bitter sound that made him want to comfort her. She sat down beside him. âThreats, sex, or money?â
He didnât pretend to be shocked. âNot sex.â
âWith her at least.â
âWith any of them,â Cillian corrected.
Eavan was silent for a moment. âShe hired you in the hopes that Iâd sleep with you. Itâs an obsession of hers.â
âExcuse me?â He angled his body so he was facing her. Of all the things heâd been prepared to hear, that wasnât anywhere on the list. âShe hired me because she knew you were spending time with Brennan, and heâs bad news.â
âHe is.â Eavan took a breath. âBut Nyx couldâve simply broken a few of my bones if all she wanted was to keep me away from Daniel.â
âShe couldâveââCillian lowered his voice as a small group of people walked byââ broken your bones. You say that like itâs an everyday event.â
âNot these days, butâ¦â Eavan shrugged. âNyx is in charge. Iâm guessing you already know on some level how terrible she is, else we wouldnât be having this conversation. She picked you for reasons that arenât about guarding me from Daniel. She picked you for me to have sex with.â
âDoes she pick a lot of people for you to sleep with?â He tried to keep his voice even, but the idea that his family had been threatened, his life endangered, his career toyed with, and his peace of mind completely upended over sex was infuriating. It isnât Eavanâs fault , he reminded himself. Sheâd been adamant that she did not want him around.
Eavan blushed. âNo, youâre supposed to be the first.â
âWell thatâs something, atââ He stopped mid-sarcasm. âThe first firstâ¦likeâ¦â
âYes.â She looked about as comfortable as he felt. âThe very first. My virginity is a matter of family irritation.â
âYour family is concerned over your being a virgin.â He said the words slowly. âSo you were dating a drug dealer and your cousin hired me to have sex with you? Is that what earlier wasâ¦Never mind.â
âNo, earlier was about my wanting you. It was a mistake. A pleasurable one but a mistake nonethelessâ¦and I wasnât dating Daniel.â Eavan smiled regretfully. âI know it all seems a bit odd.â
âYou think?â
They sat there for a moment while Cillian tried to figure out what to say. On the phone, Nyx had been very clear in her orders to be âcompletely honestâ with Eavan and then report to the house to speak with her. Screw it. He was already so far out of his comfort zone that he wasnât sure heâd be seeing level ground again. âCan I ask you what you are?â
âWhat I am?â she repeated.
âIâve met your familyâ¦and now this. Youâre not quite like most humans , right?â
âI can see where youâd get that. Iâm human, mostly,â she