sorry,â she told him yet again.
âFor which part?â
âEverything but the running out,â she admitted with a small smile. In the space between words, she paused. Her skin was crawling: Daniel was near. Perhaps heâd stayed away only because Muriel was in the bar.
Cillian took Eavanâs elbow and led her to a table toward the back of the room. âAre you on something, Eavan?â
âLike drugs? Me?â She felt her mouth curving into a smile at the thought.
If he knew the truth, what would he think?
The cocktail waitress, thankfully, chose that moment to stop at the table. Cillian waited while Eavan ordered another drink. Through a tinted window they could see the main dance floor. In the middle of the floor, surrounded by guards, Daniel stood. He stared up as if he could see her through the darkened glass.
Eavan stood and stepped closer to the window.
In the crowd below, Daniel waited. Cuddled into his arms was a very malleable young woman. Daniel kept her upright. He kissed her forehead and then looked up at Eavan and mouthed, âIâll let her go ifââhe stopped a group of women, gave the girl over to their care, and then looked back up at Eavanââyou come see me soon, Eve.â
Cillian came to stand beside her; he peered into the crowd below. âAre you looking for someone? A dealer? Brennan again? If your family is trying to protect you because youâre mixed up in somethingâ¦â
She walked away from the window. Daniel was gone. It wasnât a trap, but a negotiation. What do I do now? She couldnât chase after him; the idea of seeing him in this state was sheer foolishness. She couldnât take Cillian, eitherâ¦or leave him behind. Rage started to build inside her. She was a glaistig, not some child to be toyed with and broken. Daniel had no clue who he was taunting.
Eavan watched the mortals of the dance floor. It looked so normal. Thatâs the sort of life sheâd used to dream of having; it was the life she thought she could have one day. Nyx had seemed to be giving her a little more freedom. Everything seemed to be going wellâuntil Nyx hired Cillian. Until Daniel.
Sheâs been watching me the whole time.
There was no normal, only degrees of beautiful lies.
Eavan knew the answer, but she asked all the same: âDid my cousin hire you because of Daniel?â
Cillian didnât reply or flinch, but his silence was answer enough for her.
Eavan held down â1â on her mobile and said, âGrandmother.â
Nyx didnât bother with greetings at this hour. âAre you injured?â
âNo.â Eavan watched Cillian as she spoke. âHow long have you known?â
âLong enough to see that you were too far gone,â Nyx said. âI donât like Brennan. Not for you or for anyone. Especially not as your first.â
âYou know what heâs doing?â Eavan asked, still watching Cillian.
âOf course I do.â Nyx sighed. âThatâs not your business though, Evvie. Brennan is trouble. The powder he usesâ¦itâs really not good for our kind. It works on some of us, too.â
Eavan looked away then. Sheâd been a fool to think she could hide anything from her matriarch, and in that instant, she had to wonder if she truly could do anything beyond Nyxâs control. âThis doesnât change the other thing. Iâm done with Daniel because Iâm not able toââ
âAsk your Cillian what his real job is,â Nyx interrupted.
Eavan looked up and caught Cillianâs gaze. âWhat do you do for real?â
âIâm your bodyguard.â
On the other end of the phone, Nyx made a rude sound. âTell him to tell you the rest.â
âNyx wants me to know,â she told him. âShe saidâ¦â
Cillian held out his hand for the phone. Silently, she released it.
He held it up to his ear, listened