It got so bad in the car he almost puked.â
I turn and look at the station wagon. Even from eight feet away I can smell it. âIt is pretty bad.â
âItâs disgusting. But nobodyâs even moved the car since we got back.â
Mom walks to the swim club every day, and she does the food shopping on Friday mornings. Dad got his beer for the week on Saturday afternoon when the melon was still intact. So the thing had the better part of a week to go bad in there without anybody noticing.
Dad comes out of the house with a bucket of soapy water and a brush. Heâs also got two cans of Rheingold and one of Shop-Rite lemon soda cradled against his chest. He puts the bucket next to the car and hands me the soda. He nods to Ryan and sets a beer on the hood of the car, then pops open his own and takes a long swig.
Ryan starts scrubbing. Dad sits on the curb next to me with a giant grin. He holds up his beer and says, âCheers, LaZekiel.â
âYou got an opener?â I ask. The beers have pop-tops, but the soda doesnât.
He nods and reaches into the pocket of his shorts for the opener. âPut some elbow grease into that,â he says to Ryan, but his voice is way different now, like heâs joking around.
âNothing like the smell of rotten melon on a summer evening,â Ryan says. âItâs kind of poetic, you know? The moon, the crickets, the unbelievably nauseating aroma.â
âItâs one of the true natural wonders,â Dad says, going along with the new direction of the conversation. He stands and steps over to the car, inspecting Ryanâs work.
âDump that in the gutter,â Dad says, pointing to the bucket. âSit down and take a load off.â
Ryan dumps the suds, and the water rushes down the hill. âThat one mine?â he asks, pointing to the beer on the hood.
âIf you want it.â
âI do.â
So we sit on the curb, our legs stretched out into the street, and look up at the stars. Dad points out constellations.
âThereâs Orion,â he says. âAnd the Big Dipper, of course.â He motions toward the horizon with his beer. âThat oneâs Brody, the horseâs ass. And over thereââhe points above the neighborâs houseââthatâs Ryan, the wandering knucklehead.â
âAnybody know how the Mets did?â Ryan asks.
âThey were losing the last I checked,â Dad replies. âTheyâve won six straight, though.â
âDonât blink,â I say. âBefore you know it theyâll lose six in a row.â
Dad leans back and winks at Ryan. âHowâd your little brother turn into such a pessimist?â he asks.
âBeats me,â Ryan says. âCome on, Brody. You gotta believe. This is their season. Iâm feeling it.â
A car goes by, way too fast for this street, and we pull our legs in. âSlow down, Henry!â Dad says. He calls every bad driver Henry. I donât know if thatâs out of the Bible or what. Maybe he saves all the biblical names for me.
Ryan takes a swig of his beer. âI donât want to kill people,â he says softly, jumping into that conversation theyâve been having all summer. Itâs always there, even if a week goes by without any real talking. âI sure as hell donât want to be forced to kill people.â
Dad hesitates and looks down the hill. âYou have an option,â he says.
âYeah,â Ryan says softly, âbut thatâs being forced on me, too. Iâm not ready for college. Cowards avoid conflict. Iâm not avoiding anything.â
Dad shakes his head slowly. âWell, I guess youâre trying to make sense. . . . Not quite succeeding, though.â
Weâre quiet until the cans are empty. The crickets are even louder now. The night feels cooler for a change, but the mosquitoes are swarming anyway.
âItâd be different