of her pastel pink T-shirt clung to her curves and rode up with her stretch to expose the taut muscles of her midriff. Get your mind elsewhere, he warned himself. âRyder clearly didnât think so.â
Melissa shrugged. âRyder needs to lighten up. Lose that broody immortal act.â
It was Sebastianâs turn to chuckle. âGive Diana time. Iâm sure sheâll shake him up.â
Melissa rested against the arm of the sofa. âI guess all Iâve seen is FBI Agent Diana. Itâs hard for me to see her asââ
âA wild and crazy kind of girl?â Sebastian glanced her way. âIâm sorry again. I know it couldnât have been easy to hear Diana tell you about your parents tonight.â
Another shrug, only this time she wrapped her arms across her midsection, belying her unease. âThanks. This may sound weird, but I wasnât feeling sad. It kind of made me angry.â
Sebastian sat next to her on the couch. âCare to explain?â
âWhen they died the first time, I was angry. At myself for not calling the police right away. At the weather and God and even at my parents. Especially my parents.â
Sebastian could understand the anger, having lived through it himself when his father died. âUnresolved issues.â
A confused look crossed Melissaâs face. âHowââ
âMy dad was killed in a drive-by shooting when I was eighteen. We hadnât really had a good relationship.â
Melissa reached out and covered his hand. He was surprised by her actions, but when he faced her, her gaze was tender. â Iâm sorry.â
He smiled tightly. âSo why the anger again?â
âBecause whoever killed them robbed me of the chance to settle things between us. To maybe make things right,â she admitted with no hint of evasion.
Another first. From her touch to her being open with him, this was something new. Somethingâ¦He stopped there, because this something was supposed to be all about business. Only sitting here, holding her hand and talking with her was definitely about something more. He liked it and wanted to keep the conversation going. âI felt the same way. Like there was so much more I could have said to my dad. So much more I could have done to make him proud of me.â
âHeâd be proud of you now.â Melissa gently squeezed his hand as if to reassure him.
When Sebastian met her gaze, Melissa realized he didnât agree with her assessment. It was almost a repeat of the other night when heâd left her on the balcony and she wondered what could have made Sebastian so uncertain of his worthiness.
As if you donât know, a little voice in her head challenged, reminding her of her own failed relationship with her father.
âYou donât know me all that well, yet,â he said, but there was a hint of both challenge and jest in his tone.
âNot yet,â she replied. âBut thereâs time.â
âDefinitely.â He grinned and a deep dimple formed on one side of his face. âSo this isnât business, but I like it.â
So do I, Melissa thought, but couldnât admit it just yet. âWell, people have friends at work. Friends they talk to about things. So why canât we be like those kind of friends?â
Sebastian narrowed his eyes. His grin grew broader as he pointed at her. âIâve been a bad influence on you, havenât I? Admit it.â
She grabbed his finger and gave it a teasing pull. âIâll admit it on one condition.â
âShoot. What do you want?â
âWhyâd you cut your hair?â
A simple enough question, but with an answer too complex to explore right now, Sebastian thought. With a shrug he replied, âRemember those unresolved Dad issues? Just trying to look respectable.â
Melissa reached out and ran her fingers through the longer strands at the top of his head. He