frustration evident in his voice. âYouâve got looks, youâve got brains and yet youâre hereâin Nam. Why? Why not be back in the States, married with a brood of kids like other American women?â
âI come from a large Texas ranch family, Pete. Iâm the youngest of the brood of four, and the only girl. After Dad died unexpectedly, I watched my mama work, slave over a hot stove, and raise us.â She sighed and smiled slightly. âMaybe I wanted more, I donât know. I didnât want to be tied down like sheâd been. I loved adventure and challenge, so I went out and got it after graduating with honors from Texas A & M. My first assignment as a government AID official was in the Philippines. I helped those people improve their farming methods and saw the contribution increase their food yield and better their way of living. It made me feel awfully good about myself.â
âSo thereâs more to life than baking bread, having a husband and kids?â
âSome day, I intend to have that, too,â Tess said, meeting his sour smile.
âDo you know how different you are?â
âYes.â
âDoes it bother you?â
With a laugh, she asked, âWhy should it? Iâm happy with what Iâm doing. Iâm proud of what Iâve been able to accomplish. I feel needed. I belong.â
Pete sat there mulling over Tessâs fervency, and her very clear-cut values. There was a confidence shining in her eyes, and well-earned pride in her work. He understood all too well about those needs being fulfilled.
âYou got a boyfriend?â
Tess laughed. âNothing like being blunt, is there?â
âWell?â
âNo. Not presently.â
âYou ever been engaged?â
Tess laughed lightly, as if it were no big deal. âOnce,â she admitted. âWhen I was over in the Philippines, I met Eric Hampton. He was a Peace Corps volunteer. A really nice guy. We fell in love. It was that simple.â And that complicated, Tess wanted to add, still hurting and confused as to why Eric had drifted away from her.
Pete mulled over her story. The lights above shone on her loose, beautiful red hair. The need to touch her hair with his hand shook him. There was such gentleness in Tess. She was a strong woman, there was no doubt, but it was a womanâs kind of strength.
âI canât believe any man in his right mind would have let you go,â Pete hedged, watching her facial features closely. Although sheâd tried to pretend that her past love affair meant nothing to her, Pete saw differently. He saw a shadow in her eyes, pain.
âWell...â
âWhat did he do? Set you up to get you into his bed by dangling the right carrot in front of you? An engagement ring?â
Anger tinged her voice. âEric didnât become engaged to me just to get me into bed. I was in love with himâor so I believed.â
He nodded thoughtfully, interested in Tessâs reaction. âI donât want to burst your bubble, honey, but most men will do anything to get the woman they want into their bed. Look at meâIâm the same way.â
Tess stared at him, outraged that Pete would even suggest such a thing of Eric. âNot every man lies, Pete. Eric didnât. He was honest and so was I. It just didnât work out, thatâs all.â
Picking up her work-roughened hand, Pete held her wavering gaze, filled with hurt. Gently, he squeezed her fingers. âHoney, thereâs one good thing about me: Iâll never lie to you. Iâm up-front all the time. I had so many lies told to me growing up that I promised myself when I was old enough to escape the orphanage Iâd never lie to myself or anyone else.â Leaning down, he pressed a kiss to the back of her hand. Her flesh was warm and fragrant. âI want you, Tess Ramsey, in my arms, in my bed and with me as much as I can possibly wrangle under