and honeybees?)
Deeâs correspondents in far-flung little towns like Rosebud and Rockdale, Texas, replied that they were lucky still to have lightning bugs, but people in cities were all missing them. They remembered droves and crowds of them, the great American sport of capturinglightning bugs in jars with holes punctured in the lids and letting them go again. I wrote that the first time our son saw a lightning bug, when he was about six, in the Texas hill country, he insisted it was carrying a small kerosene lantern.
Hereâs a hope that we donât lose any more of the small things that blink in our darkness. Albert Einstein allegedly said, âIf all the honeybees disappear, human beings have four years left on earth.â Weâd better increase our levels of attention.
Facts about insects and animals feel refreshing these days, when human beings are deeply in need of simple words like âkindnessâ and âcommunicateâ and âbridge.â Turtle organs do not deteriorate as a turtle ages. A shrimpâs heart is in its head. Our cat just said, âOutsideâ and meant it, as a squirrel, swinging upside down from the bird feeder beyond the window, announced he is really a bird in disguise.
Someone You Will Not Meet
Rolls her socks into balls,
lines them in a shoebox.
Sharpens a yellow pencil
carefully checking the point.
There used to be plenty of pencils.
Stares into a mirror thinking fat nose, fat nose.
Pins a green bow to her head,
plucks it off again.
Worries about loud noises.
Wraps presents in the same crumpled paper
over and over again for members
of her own family.
Gives her brother an orange because
he likes them more than she does.
He complains, I am sick of this life.
She fusses at him, Donât say that.
Gives her mother a handwritten booklet
made of folded papers called
One Apartment.
The people she loves most are in it.
The uncles who come and go are in it.
Lucky ducks.
They are afraid every time they go
but they brave it.
A few cats and plants and rugs are in it,
square television set with a scrappy picture,
and the streams of bees swooping
to the jasmine vine
right outside the window.
They dip into blossoms and fly away.
Never could she have imagined being jealous
of a bee.
She listens to the radio say there will be
more fighting
though no one she knows likes fighting.
Does anyone feel happy after fighting?
Itâs a mystery.
She chews on a sesame cookie
very very slowly.
Staring at the sesame seeds
she could almost give them
names.
A Stone So Big You Could Live in It
It happens in the woods
A laugh just pops out
It happens with a stone so big you could live in it
Round mounds of soil and stone
Perfectly dressed in radiant moss
Blaze of bees around a single blooming branch
Path so quiet one foot answers the other
Charred ashes by Jericho Bay
Blue dots on trees lining the trail
Sudden sweetness of it
Someone was here before you
Didnât want you to get lost
Thank you
Someone
Thank you
Blue
Museum
I was 17, my family had just moved to San Antonio. A local magazine featured an alluring article about a museum called the McNay, an old mansion once the home of an eccentric many-times-married watercolorist named Marian Koogler McNay. She had deeded it to the community to become a museum upon her death. I asked my friend Sally, who drove a cute little convertible and had moved to Texas a year before we did, if she wanted to go there. Sally said, âSure.â She was a good friend that way. We had made up a few words in our own language and could dissolve into laughter just by saying them. Our mothers thought we were a bit odd. On a sunny Saturday afternoon, we drove over to Broadway. Sally asked, âDo you have the address of this place?â âNo,â I said, âjust drive very slowly and Iâll recognize it, there was a picture in the magazine.â I peered in both directions and