the cafeteria.â
He was sliding his lunch tray alongside Mara. I remember thinking they were just the right height for each other. With Aimee, he practically had to double over to kiss her, even if she wore four-inch platform heels. Maraâs face lit up at something Jimmy said. He shrugged modestly and kept moving in line.
âDid you talk to him?â Charlie asks.
âI hardly knew him...then.â I know him much, much better now. âPlus, I was on the other side of the caf.â
Charlie scribbles something down and thumps the tip of his pen emphatically on the paper. He fixes a stare on me. The kind that makes an innocent person squirm. âYou and Dan come here together?â
âNo!â we say together with equal amounts of outrage.
Charlieâs eyebrows practically hit his hairline. By now his gut must be screaming out to himâ
These kids are hiding something!
âYou arrived here separately.â
Out of the corner of my eye, I watch Dan nod.
Charlie makes a huffy sound while he writes something down
.
I gaze at the water churning at the waterfallâs base. Inside, Iâm feeling just as turbulent.
Own up, Keira,
my conscience yells.
Tell him youâre suddenly psychic and that Jimmy led you here. Itâs no big deal.
But it
is
a big deal. How could I expect anyone to take me seriously with a statement like that?
Footsteps tramp through the woods. Charlie takes his glare off of us as Jimmyâs mom and dad arrive, looking weepy and weary. A sob rips from Mrs. Hawkins. The worst thing is seeing Jimmyâs dadâa strong guy with a quarterbackâs buildâcrumple like a lost child. His cheerful tropical-print shirt looks horribly incongruous. Itâs obvious they dropped whatever they were doing in Hawaii and jumped on a plane. Dan races to comfort them.
Charlie heaves a sorrowful sigh. He takes a couple of steps before doubling back to me. âI know youâve had some rough stuff happening at home with your grandmother and all. So is there anything you want to tell me about why you were
really
here?â
Heat spreads through my body. This is my cue to come clean, but the words wonât come. Instead, I shake my head and stare at the ground.
âI have to go. Weâll talk more later,â Charlie says to me in a low growl before turning to the Hawkins family.
Iâm not sure if itâs a threat or a promise. But I donât dwell on it for long. My heart splinters as Jimmyâs mom clings to the body bag. Her grief seems to expand and fill the entire clearing. Little does she know her eldest sonâs holding onto her as hard as he can, but he still canât get close enough.
* * *
I drag myself out of bed when I hear Momâs car pull up. Sheâd worked another double shift. Sheâs not the only one who was awake all night. Jimmy chose to spend time with his family. Totally understandable. He was where he belonged. Still, I feel restless without him. Lonely, even.
âItâs Saturday morning. Why arenât you sleeping in like normal people?â Mom plants a kiss on my cheek when I enter the kitchen. Sheâs dressed in PJs, which she usually gets into as soon as she gets home from work no matter what time.
âIâm not normal,â I say with a savagery that surprises even me, and slide onto a wooden chair.
Iâm paranormal.
âIs this where I get to tease you about getting up on the wrong side of the bed?â she jokes, then she takes a good look at me. âKeira, whatâs wrong?â
Tears prickle my eyes. I drop my gaze so she wonât notice. âJust thinking about Jimmy.â
Everyone, including my workaholic mother, knows who Jimmy is. Or was. And the town revolved around him for the past week.
âSuch a terrible loss! His poor parents.â She frowns and stirs honey into her chamomile tea. âYou were friends with his brother, right?â
âDan. A long
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