couldnât was rebelling. Hence the attraction, and the shivers. It was simply a personal little insurrection.
Good explanation, she decided as she handed large spoons to each of the girls. She turned back to insist that Eric step away, but surprisingly he already had. He hadnât gone all the way to the dining room, but he was in the doorway, and the look on his face⦠It was distant. He was staring out the back window, but if sheâd had a paycheck coming in, sheâd bet every penny of it he wasnât seeing anything outside.
âHow much?â one of the girls said insistently.
âWhat?â she asked.
âHow much cookie dough?â
Pippa had a chunk on her spoon that approximated the amount for six cookies, which snapped Dinah back into the baking lesson. âNot quite that much,â she instructed, showing the girls the proper amount. Then she showed them the appropriate spacing of the dough on the pan, and stepped away while they worked to get the unbaked cookies lined up in perfect little rows. Once, when they were halfway through, she looked back at Eric, who was still there. Physically. But his eyes were still so distant.
Propped there against the doorframe, he lookedâ¦sad. She studied him for a moment, trying not to be obvious. But something caught her eye. Something missing. So, when had he removed his wedding ring? âNo, Paige. You canât squeeze them that close together. They have to have room to expand, so spread them out a little more. Just look at the first row I did, and copy that.â
The girls chattered away as they finished putting the dough on the pan, while Dinah supervised. Then, as Dinah, not the girls, placed the cookies in the oven, Eric withdrew from the kitchen altogether. She thought about going after him, asking him if there was anything she could do to help, but her two little assistant cooks werenât about to budge from the kitchen while the timer was counting down the minutes, and she wasnât going to leave them alone in there. So she sat down at the kitchen table and fielded another battery of questions from the girls.
âWho was the one who decided how long a minute was?â Pippa asked.
âAnd how did he know it was a minute and not an hour, if no one had ever had a minute before?â Paige chimed in.
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âThe girls are great,â Dinah said. She sat a plate of warm cookies on the table on the patio outside. Eric was leaningagainst the deck rail outside in the backyard, this time looking into the kitchen through the window. âYouâve done an amazing job with them. And if you donât mind, they want me to take them shopping forâ¦well, letâs just say, five-year-old unmentionables.â
âUnmentionables?â He arched his eyebrows, even though the eyes underneath them were still distracted.
âWell, panties. Apparently Aunt Janice buys boring panties and your daughters wantâ¦â
Eric blinked himself back into the conversation. âThey want new panties? You donât have to,â he said.
âBut I donât mind. And I sort of promised them manicures and hair appointments.â
âManicures? Theyâre five!â
Dinah laughed. âBut a girl is never too young to have her hair and fingernails done.â Her eyes wanted to trail down to his ring finger, but she resisted. âAnd Pippa and Paige informed me theyâve never had a manicure. Soâ¦â
âTheyâre growing up.â He sighed heavily.
âA little bit.â
âAnd I donât have a clue.â
âWell, thatâs probably true. But itâs curable, because I have an idea your daughters will always let you know exactly what they need, and when. Like I said, theyâre amazing little girls. Full of life.â
âLike their mother.â He cleared his throat and continued. âThe girls and Iâ¦weâre going to move,â he said, out of the