Charlotte, shaking her out of her bout of shame. She was supposed to have helped him, but she couldnât bear to see Darcy Dugan again.
Another man replied, his tone too low for her to catch the words. Wood clattered on the floor. A third man asked if Michael had an extra sheet or tarp.
Charlotte listened as the men prepared Darcy for the undertaker, her limbs locked. Sheâd withstood the chaos of marches and counterprotests. Sheâd pulled a man off a woman old enough to be his mother as he assaulted her because he didnât agree with her views. Sheâd recorded interviews with women who had bruises and broken bones, women who had seen friends hurt because they wanted equality with men.
Damn it, she should be tougher than this.
âPut âer on the stretcher, Jimmy.â Feet shuffled. âWeâll get somethinâ from Miss Brigit. The missusâll fix her up right pretty.â
âThank you, John,â Michael said. âAnd no talking to Toliver or allowing pictures. This is still an open investigation. Eddington and Blaine will have your hide.â
âLearnt my lesson last time, Doc. Okay, move âer out, Jimmy.â
Two sets of heavy footsteps retreated from the exam room. The front door slammed closed, rattling the log cabin. Charlotte heard Michael move about, cleaning up by the sound of the clattering instruments, cupboard doors closing, and sweeping.
Charlotte closed her eyes, pushing memories out of her head. Maybe she could help Darcy some other way. Her desire to help Michael and the deputy find who had killed a young prostitute was now a quest to seek justice for a kindred soul of sorts.
âSis.â
Charlotte startled and her eyes flew open. Her face felt hot. Michael crossed the room to sit on the edge of the bed.
âYou all right?â He brushed a strand of damp hair off her forehead.
She pushed herself up into a sitting position. âIâm fine.â
His brow furrowed.
Charlotte dropped her gaze and nudged him so she could swing her legs off the bed. âItâs fine. Just a temporary shock.â
More lies. There was nothing temporary about the guilt and sadness that dwelled within her; they were always there, waiting for an opportunity to reappear. It had been several months since she had woken up shaking, if not crying, after one terrible dream or another. Now those dreams would surely return for the next few weeks.
Charlotte and Michael both stood, and she busied herself with straightening her clothes so she wouldnât have to look at him. She grabbed her coat from the chair where sheâd left it earlier. Michael helped her slip it on.
âMaybe you shouldnât go to the party tonight,â he said, sounding a lot like their father.
Charlotte cocked her head, confused. âParty?â
âThe mayorâs gala. You can stay here, if youâd like.â
That party. He meant well, but there was no way she would stay in his room with the constant reminder of the dayâs trauma just beyond the door.
âNo, I think a party is exactly what I need.â He looked skeptical. Not a surprise. Charlotte pecked him on the cheek. âIâll go back to my room and freshen up.â
He followed her through the exam room, where she avoided looking at the table, and to the front door. âAre you sure?â
âThe distraction will do me good.â She put as much of a smile on her face as she could muster. âSeven oâclock?â
âIâm supposed to escort Ruth from her house. Can you meet us at the Windsor?â
Charlotteâs jaw muscles tightened, fixing the grin on her face. Of course heâd have to escort his fiancée. What else should she expect? âIâll do that.â
Michael reached past her to open the door. Watery sunlight dappled the stone step and street beyond. âSee you there, but if you donât feel like it later, donât worry. Itâs