family until a solution could be found.
Michael nodded, his expression one of sorrow. âAll right, stay. But keep your back to the table and let me know if you need to stop.â
Her stomach threatened to rebel again. Charlotte pasted as much of a smile onto her face as she could and held up three fingers. âI will. Scoutâs honor.â
The remaining details of Darcyâs autopsy were far less jarring, though it would have taken quite a revelation to top what Michael had already discovered. Charlotte concentrated on taking notes rather than on what the words meant. Still, the ache in her stomach migrated into her head. By the time the autopsy was finished, it felt as if someone were squeezing her temples inward, trying to get them to meet within her skull.
Michael touched her shoulder, making her jump. Gently, he took the pen out of her hand. âGo into my room and rest. Iâll fetch the undertaker.â
Charlotte nodded. Deliberately ignoring the table, she entered his living area and pushed the door closed. It didnât latch, leaving a gap like the one sheâd spied through earlier that morning. Not that it mattered. She had no intention of watching the undertaker removing the body.
She lay down on Michaelâs bed, wishing sheâd asked him for some aspirin or bicarbonate of soda. With her hands and brain no longer occupied by concentrating on dictation, Charlotte couldnât force the thoughts and images out of her head.
Though sheâd seen other murder and assault victims, she didnât recall being so affected by them. She was supposed to be a tough New York journalist, one whoâd waded into the fray at more than a few protests.
But it wasnât the blood and bruises that had turned her stomach. It was the obvious rage of Darcyâs murderer. The merciless blows meant to kill, meant to convey how the person felt. Pregnancyâparticularly one that was unplanned or unwantedâstirred up strong emotions. Darcyâs had clearly sent someone over the edge.
Sudden tears burned Charlotteâs eyes and closed her throat. She curled into a ball, arms wrapped around her middle. Unexpected news like that could even change a lover into someone you hardly recognized.
Like Richard.
Heâd been as shocked as she was after her doctorâs visit confirmed what sheâd suspected. Dreaded. Theyâd been using birth control, but even Margaret Sanger had stated that nothing was 100 percent guaranteed. Charlotteâs immediate reaction upon learning her condition was that she didnât want a child. Not yet, anyway. But when she told Richard her plans to seek an abortion, heâd been furious.
Abortions were for poor, desperate women or prostitutes. Not for women of their social standing. She would marry him, heâd said, and have the baby.
Charlotte had considered it for a few seconds, half a breath from accepting, until he continued. âAfter the babyâs born, youâll stay home, of course.â
She would become the wife and mother heâd need to maintain his familyâs standing in the business community. No outside pursuits like a career to distract her from her real duties.
Charlotte had been stunned into silence. Heâd been a staunch supporter of her efforts to tell important stories about womenâs rights and equality until then. At least while they were attending lectures and dances, or as they fell into bed pulling at each otherâs clothes. Equality was fine for everyone except whomever he married.
The bastard. The lying, self-centered bastard. How had she not seen the truth of him?
But it was the truth within herself that caused her the most anguish.
The outer door squealed open, interrupting her thoughts. Heavy footsteps and the rattle of the door closing again followed.
âIâve cleaned her up as best I could.â Michaelâs voice carried in from the exam room.
A pang of guilt went through