still talk behind your back, the truly bad kids will laugh in your face. And the kids you picked on? Donât go trying to apologize to them. They donât want to hear it. In fact, they donât want you anywhere near them. And itâs not just you, Annalise. That goes for all of you. Times are different. In my day, youâd get a nightâs detention maybe, and thatâd be it. A week later, it was like it never happened, everybody movinâ on. Now? Itâs going to stick to you like white on rice.â
Eric tried not to smile. Yeah, thereâd be some comments, but it wasnât like he knifed the kid or anything. Already his parents were softening up and his teachers were so worried about the next round of test scores that theyâd welcome his curve-shifting average back to class. A quick glance at the others told him that they werenât buying it either. Well, except for Cody.
âNow, thereâs still hope for you,â Ms. Owens said, building up for her big finish. âThatâs because youâre still here. Arenât you curious what happened to the others? We started off with twenty, but youâre the only ones left. Eight of you. Thatâs all.â
Cody raised his hand. âThey didnât want to come here on a Sunday?â
âNo one does. But thatâs not why they arenât here. Remember that essay you had to do yesterday? What you wrote told me whether or not you passed this course. Thatâs it. Somebody writes about how
they
were the victim, that the school was just out to get them or that what they did wasnât so bad? I call my supervisor, tell her the kid was disruptive, she calls their parents, and that kid finds himself in a
different
program thatâs not nearly as much fun. Youâre here because you admitted the truth and took responsibility for what you did. And I think thatâs a good first step.â
Greg smiled. âHow do you know it wasnât just bullshit?â
âI donât. But I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. If youâd prefer, I can go back and reread what you wroteââ
âNo, itâs cool. Iâm good.â
âWeâll see.â She handed Fatima a stack of papers. âNow, these are what we send to your school to prove that you completed the program. Fill in your nameâdirectory style, Miss Annaliseâand the other information on all five sheets, then pass them back to me to sign off on and weâll be done here.â
It took a few minutes for everyone to find or borrow a pen, then it got quiet as they filled in the form. Off to the side of the room, Ms. Owens had the security guard laughing as she recounted what some of the missing students had written in their essays. It was impossible not to listen in.
â. . . claimed it was his twin brother who, by the way, is two years older . . .â
â. . . said she didnât remember it, so it didnât count anymore . . .â
â. . . part of a community-service project to raise awareness about bullying . . .â
â. . . said a strange voice had called her at nightââ
Ericâs head snapped up. Eyes wide, he held his breath, waiting for more, but Ms. Owens had moved on to other unbelievable excuses.
Thatâs when he noticed the goth girl staring at him.
He looked across the circle and stared right back.
She didnât look away.
Her eyes stayed locked on his, her expression hardening with each heartbeat.
He blinked, then rubbed his chin and returned to the blank spaces on the form.
When he glanced up a minute later, she was still watching him.
She nodded onceâslowlyâthen flipped a page and went back to writing.
Twelve
E RIC WAS PUSHING OPEN THE DOOR AT THE END OF THE hall when he felt a tug on his sleeve. He looked down at the hand gripping his sweatshirt. Silver rings with skulls and stars and sharp