Men never want to just be friends. And if he does, then you should really worry.â
âThatâs what I told him.â
âGood, youâre not completely numb.â She touched my hair. âWhen was the last time you got a cut?â
âFive weeks ago.â
âItâll pass. So hereâs what you do. After dinner, get a coffee to go, drive up Millcreek Canyon and just sit in the car and talk.â
âWhy donât we just get a coffee at the restaurant?â
âThis isnât about food, itâs about strategic placement.â
I held up my hands. âStop right there. This isnât about strategic anything. I have no place in my life for complications. If he can carry a conversation, weâre fine. If not, then lucky me, I dodged a bullet.â
Roxanne sighed. âOkay, fine. Youâre right. Boring as all get out, but right. What time is he coming over?â
âSeven.â
âJan will be over at 6:45. And I expect a
full
report in the morning.â
âThat I can do. Now let me work, boss.â
âOkay, okay.â As she walked back out front, she shouted after me, âRemember, full report.â
I smiled.
I love that woman.
Jan arrived around six-thirty. I had just gotten out of the shower when Charlotte let her in. I came out wrapped in a towel.
âHi, Mrs. C.â Jan was dressed in a maroon baby-doll dress with black tights and a denim jacket.
âIâm sorry,â I said. âI thought I said seven.â
âYou did,â Jan said brightly, âIâm off the clock until seven. You know, I just love hanging with my Char.â
âThanks, honey. I made Charlotte some Ramen noodles for dinner. Iâll be in the bathroom getting ready.â
I went back and got dressed then started on my makeup. It had been a while since Iâd put that much time in at the mirror and it made me happy. It felt good to feel pretty again. I was putting on my mascara when I heard Jan scream, âMrs. Cardall! Mrs. Cardall!â
I dropped my mascara and ran out to the kitchen. Charlotte was lying on the kitchen floor shaking. Her eyelids were fluttering and her body stiffening. Jan was kneeling beside her, pale as milk. I dropped to Charlotteâs side. âSheâs having a seizure. Call 911!â
Jan popped up and ran to the phone while I held Charlotteâs shoulders. âHoney, itâs Mom.â
âItâs 911,â Jan said. âWhatâs your address?â
âTwenty-four twelve Oakhurst,â I said, âtell them to hurry!â
Jan repeated the address. âThey want to know whatâs happening.â
âSheâs having a seizure.â
âThey want to know if sheâs had one before?â
âNo. What do I do?â I said, trying to stay calm.
âWhat do we do?â Jan turned back. âRoll her to her side.â
Charlotte suddenly went limp. âCharlotte!â I screamed to Jan, âTell them she passed out. Do I need to hold her tongue?â
She repeated my words into the phone. âIs she still breathing?â
âYes.â
âDonât put anything in her mouth. They say sheâll be all right. Put something soft under her head.â
I took off my sweater, rolled it up and put it under her head. A moment later Charlotte moaned, then began to move. I said to her softly, âHoney, can you hear me?â
She looked up at me and began to cry.
I cupped Charlotteâs face. âIâm here, sweetheart. Iâm here.â
I heard the wail of a siren coming down our street.
Fear thrives best in the shadow of the unknown.
Beth Cardallâs Diary
It was shortly after 10 P.M ., and I was sitting next to Charlotte in her hospital bed when Roxanne arrived. Charlotte had been calm and sleeping for nearly an hour. Roxanne put her hand on my shoulder as she looked at Charlotte. âPraise God,â she said softly. She