again,â he said with a sigh. âItâs crazy to worry about that. They canât push us into anything we donât want.â
âAre you kidding? You are exactly what theyâve been looking for in a son-in-law. Theyâre not about to let you get away. Didnât you notice the look of relief in my motherâs eyes?â She glowered at him, then added with an air of resignation. âNo, of course you didnât. You were too busy trying to figure out why Iâm not more like them.â
âThe thought did cross my mind.â
She looked so sad when he said that that he wanted to take it back.
âI donât know why Iâm not,â she said wearily, as if it were something sheâd though about often. âI try to be more organized. I really do, but it seems to escape me. There are always so many more interesting things going on. Maybe Iâm a throwback to my grandmother. Everyone thought she was a little cracked too, just because she didnât believe in sitting back and letting life slip by. She had the time of her life. She went out and grabbed what she wanted, without giving a hoot if it was considered proper. The rest of the family was absolutely scandalized by her antics, but when she died at eighty-one, she had no regrets.
âIâm not going to have any either,â she added defiantly, her eyes flashing a challenge at him.
âI wouldnât want you to,â Tate countered, meeting her gaze head-on without flinching. He wondered briefly why it was so important for her to believe that.
Victoria seemed to consider the sincerity of his claim, then nodded. âNo, maybe not. But you do think I should do things by the rules. I can tell from that funny little look you get in your eyes every time I do or say something you donât approve of. I know what you think of my bookkeeping and my house. You think I should computerize my records and live in some tidy little apartment with a fully equipped kitchen, wall-to-wall carpeting and a dead bolt lock on the door.â She shivered.
Tate grinned at her apparent idea of a fate worse than death. âWould that be so awful?â
âDonât you see?â she said plaintively. âIt wouldnât be me. Filling in all those little numbers bores me, and I like light and space and character in a house. I even like the fact that mineâs a mess right now, because when Iâm finished fixing it up, Iâll know how much Iâve accomplished.â
Tate didnât know what to say to that. Victoria waited for a response, then sighed and regarded him as though he were hopeless. âYou loved their house, didnât you?â
âIâm not sure what that has to do with anything, but yes,â he admitted.
Not only had the exterior been in perfect condition, the inside had been spotless, freshly painted in soft colors and decorated with a sense of symmetry. There hadnât been a magazine out of place. He wouldnât have changed a thing, including the intriguing collection of photos of Victoria from infancy through adolescence. Sheâd been a golden-haired cherub at birth and her evolution into a wickedly impish redhead had charmed him. The house had fairly shouted of family and tradition and dependability.
He sighed aloud at the memory and a soft smile curved his mouth. âI thought it was lovely.â
âSee. I knew it,â Victoria huffed and then retreated into silence. She didnât say another word on the ride home, until they pulled to a stop in front of her house. Even then, she only mumbled an agreement to be in his office the following afternoon at two to wrap up the audit. She was out of the car before he could even begin to figure out what was wrong with her, much less try to take her in his arms and recapture the wildfire and magic of those first tentative kisses theyâd shared earlier in the evening.
All night long Tate thought about the