soccer,â he repeats. âStay in your room. Got it.â
âYeah, just, like, stay in my room. Please! Promise me that no matter what my mom says, donât go anywhere , okay?â
âOkay,â he answers. âChill!â
â No soccer,â I repeat.
âOkay, no soccer, I get it, you already said that.â
âAnd whatever you do, no sleepovers! No birthday parties!â
âDude!â he says. âRelax! Iâm not going to some chick birthday party, okay?â
âSwear?â
âI swear.â
Suddenly he looks worried again. âOh, man . . .â
âWhat?â
âHockey . . .â His voice trails off, and for a second I think he might cry too.
âDo not under any circumstances go to hockey,â he tells me.
âHockey?â I laugh. âI canât even skate.â
âGood, yeah, well. Just . . . donât go. Make something up, okay?â
âSure.â I shrug. âNo problem.â
âLook, Ellie.â Jack takes a big deep breath. âWe have got to make this work, okay? One weekend, thatâs two measly days, right? How hard can it be?â
He almost has me convinced.
âHow hard can it be?â I repeat.
âSo weâll meet by the main office first thing Monday. Deal?â Jack extends my own arm toward me.
âDeal,â I say, shaking my own hand.
And, this is embarrassing, but, um, I seriously canât hold it much longer, so I just blurt it out. âJack, you, I mean we . . . I mean . . . I have to pee.â
Jack pushes me toward the small nurseâs room bathroom, opens the door, and points to the toilet.
âWhat do I even do?â I squeal.
âJust go in there and, like . . .â He cringes. âJust, like . . .â He stops and swallows hard. Itâs pretty obvious heâs just as embarrassed as I am.
âYeah?â
âGrab on, aim, and shake when youâre done.â
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WHEN THE BELL RINGS, IâM not gonna lieâ
Freckles has to push me.
âItâs now or never!â she tells me, grabbing my new bony-girl wrist and pulling me out the nurseâs room doorway. Stepping into the jammed hallway is probably the most petrified feeling I have ever had in my life. Itâs a madhouse. And itâs loud. So loud. It seems like every single kid at Thatcher is pushing and shoving and shouting. The two of us stand side by side, our arms brushing, our backs to the lockers, sort of frozen, staring out at the scene.
I grab Ellieâs hand for just a second before I realize what it looks like.
Like weâre, you know, a couple, holding hands, and I drop it fast.
âJack! What are you doing?â
âI know, itâs justââ I stop. Just the small fact that Iâm a frigginâ girl!
I donât say that out loud, though, because one glance toward Freckles standing in the Thatcher hallway with my banged-up faceâblack eye, swollen noseâand I can tell sheâs just as overwhelmed as I am.
âHey,â I say, speaking kind of loud so that she can hear me over the crowd. âLetâs move on three, okay?â
Freckles nods.
âOkay,â I start. âReady?â
âReady,â she says.
âOne,â we both say. âTwo . . .â Andâ
Exactly on three, Sammy appears out of nowhere and throws his arm around Frecklesâs neck. ââSup, dude!â
She catches my eye, like, Could this get any weirder? Then she glares at Sammy like heâs totally crazy.
Really, weâre the crazy ones!
I nod at her like, you know, I am you and you are me, remember? And if thatâs not enough, I walk behind her and sort of nudge her in the back.
âThatâs my friend Sammy,â I