Free Tempted by Dr. Morales by Carol Marinelli Page A

everyone fancies him, he makes no bones that he’s moving on soon and that he’s not interested in anything serious, not that it stops anyone.’ She paused for a moment. ‘He works all over Melbourne and from what I saw today he’s having just as much fun at the other hospitals as he is at Bayside, but...’ Cate took a breath ‘...we get on, he likes me...’
    ‘And you clearly like him.’
    Cate nodded. ‘He leaves the country soon so it’s not going anywhere except bed...’ She looked at Bridgette. ‘And that’s just not me.’
    ‘Who knows where it could lead?’
    ‘No.’ Cate shook her head. ‘That’s the one thing I can’t let myself think. The whole point is, it will go nowhere and I don’t know if I can get my head around that.’
    ‘You take things so seriously.’
    ‘I know I do,’ Cate said. ‘I don’t want to, but I do. I want to be carefree, I want to just let loose and have fun and live a little...’
    ‘Then do.’
    To Bridgette it was that simple.
    Maybe, Cate thought, it could be.
    She thought of Elsie and her one wild fling, thought of Juan, who was, quite simply, beautiful, and she felt as if she was standing on the edge of a diving board and peering down.
    She wanted to have done it, wanted to be climbing out of the water, high from the thrill. It was just throwing herself over the edge that Cate was struggling to come to terms with.
    ‘I’ve got a dress you can have,’ Bridgette said. ‘It’s too big for me but it would look great on you. It’s still got the tags on. Go and get ready and I’ll fetch it.’
    They borrowed and swapped things all the time. Bridgette was always buying and selling things on the internet. Cate did her make-up until Bridgette returned.
    ‘Oh!’ She stared at the dress. ‘White?’
    ‘First after Paul.’ Bridgette winked. ‘You need sexy undies.’
    Cate opened her top drawer and let out a sigh. Juan was right, her relationship with Paul had gone on too long—two years in and they’d long since passed the sexy underwear stage.
    ‘You are joking?’ Bridgette said, as Cate pulled out some rather plain white panties. ‘You’d be better off not wearing any!’
    Well, that wasn’t going to happen—so she had to wear the sensible ones.
    * * *
    Cate never usually wore white, but when she put it on she found it suited her. The dress tied under the bust and scooped a little too low and certainly, when she looked in the mirror, the word virginal didn’t spring to mind.
    ‘It’s too much! Or, rather, it’s way too little,’ she said, pulling the dress down over her bottom.
    ‘Go for it,’ Bridgette said. ‘Take a taxi.’
    ‘I’d rather drive,’ Cate said. ‘Anyway, I’m working tomorrow.’
    She put on her new wedges and there was a flurry of nerves in her stomach as she looked in the mirror, and then there was the most terribly unfamiliar feeling as she filled her bag not just with lipstick and breath mints but with a few condoms too.
    It was so not her.
    Just so against her nature.
    Cate picked up Kelly and Abby and kept having to force herself to keep up with the conversation, her mind was so full of Juan.
    There was a flurry of hellos as they entered the garden to the restaurant where Christine’s leaving do was being held.
    They had chosen outside, not just because of the balmy heat but because thirty Emergency workers tended to be loud at the best of the times.
    Cate slipped into a seat beside Louise and, although she did her best not to look over, the second she arrived she searched for him. She saw that Juan was already there. He was, of course, in the middle of the long table, sitting beside Christine and enthralling his adoring audience.
    Maybe, Cate thought, all this indecision was for nothing, because he’d barely looked in her direction.
    Maybe she’d said no one too many times.
    ‘He could have his pick, couldn’t he?’ Louise said.
    ‘Almost,’ Cate sighed, they both knew who she was talking about.
    ‘It’s