come back as I slip my last sneaker on.
After my appointment, Rosa drives me to the Whippoorwillsâ. Weâre both quiet. I feel like I should talk and ask about Carlos, but I donât. My headâs too crowded with stuff to worry about.
Rosa opens her window, letting hot muggy air blow through the car. âAre you doing okay, River?â she says. When I donât answer, she turns toward me. âIâm pretty sure if I were in your shoes, Iâd feel scared.â
I stare out the window. âIâm not.â
âNo?â She says, sounding surprised.
âNo,â I say again, feeling guilty for lying. âIâm sure my back isnât as bad as Dr. Crane thinks. Besides, my dad wonât want me wearing a brace, anyway.â
Rosa nods. âIâd probably wish that too. But I want you to know Dr. Crane is a good doctor.â
We drive again without talking.
Rosa adjusts her mirror. âDid I mention I have a son about your age?â
âYou said you have a son, but thatâs all.â
âHis nameâs Carlos,â she says. âAn amazing kid, and almost fourteen. Heâll probably be in your classes come September.â
âHeâs a year older, so I doubt it. Iâll only be in eighth.â
âSame as Carlos since he missed a year.â
âDid that bother him?â
âNot really,â she says. âHe had bigger things to deal with at the time. Now heâs just glad to be in school again.â
âWhat happened?â
Rosa takes a deep breath. âHe was severely burned in a scouting accidentâitâs a miracle heâs alive. He got trapped in a tent fire and was burnt from head to toe. He spent months in the hospital having surgeries for skin grafts and going through therapy. He had to relearn some of the most basic things like how to walk, get dressed, even feed himself. And because the scars completely changed his appearance, he needed counseling. He doesnât look like the Carlos we knew⦠more like a creature from another planet. But under that twisted, blotchy skin is the same Carlos. Unfortunately most people have a hard time looking beneath it.â
I canât think of anything to say except, âMaybe I could meet him sometime.â
Rosa smiles. âI think heâd like that.â
We reach the Whippoorwillsâ, and Rosa shuts off her car. She comes in to talk with Uncle Henry and Aunt Elizabeth, but I go right to Billyâs room and flop on his bed. Zoey rubs against me, her way of saying sheâs glad to see me.
I hear Rosa repeat everything Dr. Crane said, so I put Billyâs pillow over my head. I donât want to hear it again. I close my eyes and fall asleep with Zoey.
By the time I wake up, itâs completely dark. I must have slept through supper. And the house is quiet, so the Little Whippoorwills must already be in bed. Then I hear voices. Itâs hard to tell who it is since theyâre whispering. I hold still and listen. Sounds like Uncle Henry, Aunt Elizabethâand Dad. I jump out of bed and hurry downstairs. I turn into the kitchen, and heâs there with my aunt and uncle and Rosa. Why is she here again?
I hurry to Dad and wrap my arms around him. âYouâre home!â
He stands and wraps me in a hug. âI couldnât get back fast enough.â
Aunt Elizabeth pulls out a chair for me. âI saved your supper,â she says, setting a plate in front of me.
Dad squeezes my shoulder. âSounds like youâve had quite a time. Rosa said youâre volunteering and told me about your doctorâs appointment.â
âEverything I was going to tell you.â I move the meatloaf and mashed potatoes around my plate, making it look like I ate some. âAnyway,â I tell Dad, âmy doctorâs appointment wasnât a big deal.â
He raises his eyebrow. âNot from what I hear. In fact, Iâm meeting