son?â
Iâm not sure what to say. Do I act surprised like I have no idea? Or do I say I read the article about them and ask what happened?
Before I have a chance to decide, Rosa checks the time again. âOh my! We only have three minutes to get to Dr. Craneâs office.â
Rosa grabs my hand, and we race down the hall to the next building where Dr. Craneâs office is. We get there just as a nurse pokes her head in the waiting room, looks around, and says, âRiver Starling?â
I walk toward her, but Rosa doesnât move. âRosa, arenât you coming?â
âI can,â she says. âI wasnât sure if you wanted me to go in.â
I grab her hand and pull.
The nurse measures my height: fifty-nine inches. She weighs me: ninety-one pounds. She checks my blood pressure: perfect. My heart rate: perfect. Then she gives me a hospital gown to put on: not perfect.
She tells me to take everything off except my undergarments and put the gown on so it ties in the back. Rosa steps out of the room, giving me privacy. I finish tying it just as Dr. Crane walks in. Rosa follows behind him.
âHello, River,â he says. âIâm Dr. Crane.â He sits on a wheeled stool, scoots behind me, and unties my gown (a heads-up wouldâve been nice). âOkay, River, bend forward toward your toes. Let your arms dangle in front.â So I do. âHmmm,â he says, âlooks like youâve got quite a curve. Okay, stand up.â
As I retie my gown, I tell Dr. Crane, âLast April my school nurse checked my back, and she said it was fine.â
Dr. Crane rubs his chin. âThree months⦠that means youâve gained a significant curve in a short amount of time.â He raises his eyebrows at Rosa. âTell you what, River. Iâm going to send you down the hall to get an X-ray. Then weâll talk.â
Rosa and I leave for the X-ray department. I try pulling my gown to my knees, but it doesnât reach. âI feel weird walking down the hall in this stupid gown.â
Rosa smiles. âI know. Just try thinking of it as a little sundress.â
Little, I think, is the key word. Not to mention ugly. I better not see anyone.
The X-ray technician explains everything. Basically all I have to do is stand completely still while she takes pictures with the X-ray machine. She takes one from the front, then the side, and Iâm done. I didnât have to smile (I wouldnât have, anyway).
After the X-rays develop, we bring them back to Dr. Crane. Since theyâre big, I insist on carrying them (if I see someone, at least Iâve got something to hide behind).
Dr. Crane slides my X-rays onto a light board. Iâve seen pictures of skeletons before but not my own. Itâs weird seeing what you look like beneath your skin.
Even if Dr. Crane didnât point it out, I can clearly see howcrooked my spine is. It looks like the letter S. And Gram was rightâone hip and shoulder is higher than the other. How could I not have noticed?
Dr. Crane uses a special ruler on the X-rays to measure my curves. When heâs done, he sits on his stool. âRiver, when will your father be back in town?â
âTomorrow.â
Rosa interrupts. âActually, later this evening.â
âHmmm,â he says. âRiver, go ahead and get dressed. Rosa and I will step outside.â They leave the room, closing the door all but a crack.
As I yank off the stupid gown and throw my clothes on, I overhear Dr. Crane. âIf her spine was straight three months ago, her scoliosis progressed rapidly. Normally at a patientâs first appointment, I donât suggest bracing. I have them return in a month and reassess the situation. But in Riverâs case, I wouldnât wait. I donât want her curves progressing to the point of needing surgery.â Dr. Crane clears his throat. âIâll talk with her father tomorrow.â
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