Free CONTROLLING HER: 7 BOOKS COMPLETED BOX SET - (Adult Short Reads Romance Novel Stories Series): Contemporary Love Thriller, Suspense, Control & Erotic Menage ... Male Domination Novellas 1 2 3 4 5 6 7) by Kilie Sams Page A

person. On that stage I am a different person, the adrenaline the hair saluting on the back of my neck the way what happens in my mind comes out perfectly from my lips. All along my words had been my voice, though I had been afraid of it. Silly... Afraid of my own voice.
    Jonny being home this often seemed to come around at the wrong time, I got good at hiding things, hiding my thoughts, he’d been good at first cause I had worn my heart on my sleeve, I’d been feeling my heart less and less these days, my body had been crying out instead. Was the secret to letting go my sexual freedom? Had I been keeping a leash on it that was too tight? I’ve written a sexual poem before but nothing like Lust and temptation, more sex less passion.. That poem was pure desire and raw passion. I’ve never felt that good, not listening to anyone not writing anything, not even an orgasm compared to the high I’d been on performing.. Ok maybe orgasm was a little extreme. You know what I mean don’t you?
    I needed to feel Bill inside me and soon. My mind had been so corrupted, so starved. If I watched one more BDSM porn video I’d probably burst. It soon became my favourite category on the tube sight I so frequently visited in my earlier years. I watched paid attention. The acting was poor as usual but I paid attention none the less. Sexy girl tied up and fucked in both holes , BDSM my favourite.  
    The dreams were continuing. I was afraid Jonathan would soon hear me moan Bill’s name in my sleep. I wasn’t about to say his name in a another man’s bed; our bed. I let him eat me as much as I could. It was a quick orgasm, he was very good at it. More orgasms the less I’d dream about sex I’d thought. Didn’t work. I had to have full on sex to stop the dreams. When Jonny was too tired, I let him lay there and ride him condomless to an orgasm. He didn’t complain. He could tell something was wrong, he expected me to talk about it when I was ready like we normally did. But there was no way I was going to tell Jonathan that I’d been fantasizing and dreaming about a man that wanted to do aggressive things to me.
    It was Friday evening, and I didn’t have anything to do once again, I called Becky.
    “Heyyyy?” She drawled, I heard her turn her blow dryer off. Becky was a stud she explained to me one day, not a butch but definitely not a fem.  She wore her long mane in a ponytail caught to the back. “I don’t want another girl fucking me. I’ll do all the fucking and if I feel like it I’ll let her eat me out. But I usually get off from getting her off”. I’d regret asking the question the moment it came out of my mouth.
    “Nothing, here bored. Jonny covering some event ecstatic Fridays I think. Boredddd, What you up to? Have you heard anything from Kim?” Kimberley was the middle friend, we were besties but Kim had fit in some time ago, I don’t even remember how we met.
    “Getting ready to go check this girl from Hampton she’s country but cute. I could ditch and keep your company if you want, we watched  movie or something, and no, the last time Kim told me she was going Stalin still haven’t heard from her since.”
    “Nah that’s ok I don’t want to ruin your plans. Kim, try not to mix up with anybody who claim they know black magic to try and tie that man she keeps talking about ok! Tell me about this girl. What she looks like?” I joked about Kim.
    I really could care less about the girl but Becky was my best friend and sometimes I missed her. So hearing her talk was good.
    “Kkkkkaayyy the girl an ass! Jesus! Wanna eat her out from behind. You might be straight but even you would’ve admitted she’s really hot.”
    I laughed to myself rolling my eyes, right ... however I had to hand it to Becky she had taste. I met a few of her girls. Most of them didn’t like me either they pretended they weren’t attracted to me and acted bitchy or they saw the way Becky looked at me sometimes and jealousy got the