Heaven. Wallis would
have been content to stay in that dream forever, but for some reason it
began to change horribly, and fade.
The sky darkened suddenly, in patches, as if it were a jigsaw puzzle
and somebody was taking pieces away. It was much too cold, he realized,
to be wearing tropical whites. And all at once the rail of the bridge
felt like coarse sacking and the salt tang of the wind became a clammy,
almost unbreathable poison which stank of sweat. But the dream did not
fade completely.
His forehead still itched, and below him the deck moved gently with the
action of the waves.
VIII
In the Unthan flagship the problem, after twenty days of constant study
and twice-daily discussions, seemed no nearer solution. Now it was the
first discussion period of the twenty-first day and the engineer had
just asked permission to speak.
"Since two coolings will cause such mental degeneration as to make it
impossible for us to operate the ship," the engineer said, "my suggestion
is that we do not risk putting ourselves into Long Sleep until the process
has been made safe."
It was normal for their problem to be restated many times -- too many times
-- during the course of these discussions, but his idea was so glaringly
obvious that it must simply be a preface to a more important suggestion.
And there was something about the engineer's manner, a peculiar air of
tension which was foreign to him, which made Deslann listen carefully
to every word.
I have been wondering," the engineer went on, "if it is possible to correct
the malfunction in the Long Sleep equipment or, alternatively, evolve a
form of treatment or medication which would negate the equipment's effect
on our minds. I realize that this would necessitate the use of an
experimental, uh, subject of our species and that this subject might
expect to sustain mental or physical injury or perhaps even death.
At the same time the reputation and ability of Healer Hellahar, who is
a specialist in this particular field, is such that I feel confident
that if any harm befell me it would be necessary to the research and
therefore unavoidable."
There was a highly uncomfortable silence when the engineer finished speaking,
and Deslann wondered why it was that in this sophisticated and perhaps
degenerate age an act of bravery could give rise to as much embarrassment
as it did respect.
"Your confidence in me is flattering and perhaps misplaced," the healer said
awkwardly when the silence had begun to drag. "We do not have the resources
aboard ship to conduct such research, nor have I, in my opinion,
the ability."
"In any case," Gerrol said in a tone aimed at further dispelling the general
embarrassment, "we could not spare you. Every single member of the crew
will be required to guide in the main body of the fleet and to land this
ship -- "
"Then why not simply cool ourselves now," one of the computer team joined
in, "and set the warm-up time so that we waken, say, a year before the
calculated arrival date, putting everything on automatic. That way we
would -- "
"Get hopelessly lost," Gerrol finished for him. He went on, "We have
insufficient reaction mass for large-scale maneuvering should we arrive
wide of the target system. Our reserves are enough only for periodic
and minor course corrections."
Somewhere in the depths of Deslann's mind an idea stirred, stretched,
then went back to sleep again. Perhaps the idea would be a useless one,
but the captain thought that he should drag it out into the light and
look at it just to make sure. Meanwhile the conversation was rolling on,
drifting inexorably away from the subject which had almost given him
an idea. He had to get them back onto the subject, but he didn't know
which subject it was.
"Let's go back a little, Gerrol," Deslann said quickly. "You said that
everyone would be needed to land the ship and guide in the fleet. But
that is not strictly true. You could do without one of the