Free White Oblivion by Amirah Bellamy Page A

feeling. 
    After what seemed like an eternity Connie parted her lips and uttered the first word of power, at least that’s what it felt like.  It seemed that anyone with some form of an explanation had the power, not so much over us personally as over our collective destiny.  We all wanted our power back and knowing gave us a sense of regaining just that.
    “Before I begin I want you all to know that what I’m about to tell you is what I received through a channel.  That said, nothing that I say is written in stone.  In fact, you each may come into an entirely different explanation so don’t take it as your sole truth,” Connie explained before pausing.
    “As I was writing, doing some work on my most recent book I was overcome by a strong urge to go to a mirror.  So I followed the urge and when I got to the mirror I couldn’t believe my eyes.  Like many of you I saw a white woman staring back at me.  She appeared to be a white version of me.  Now for me this wasn’t surprising, nor did it scare me as many of my channels occur in this way.  In fact, it was something that I always had a curiosity about.”
    Then briefly pausing she continued, “So anyway, I calmly looked at her in the mirror and began to speak to her.  I started by asking her what she wanted me to know.  She replied by saying that she was me from a past life and that she had appeared to me in this life because the energy from that lifetime had come back online.  She went on to explain that I existed in her form during a time when we were all colorless.  It was a time when we were in a lower form plagued by a lot of fear and hatred.  That was our normal state of being at that time and we knew of nothing else as we had succumb to a highly intense emotional state.   During that time emotion ruled over us.  We had lost all sense of spirituality over the course of our descent into this form and were a warring world.  All we did was fight.  We existed in a perpetual state of resistance and savagery.  She explained to me that this wasn’t our original form, but it was a form that we had taken on as a result of succumbing to our emotions.  So it was a part of our history in which we descended, a part that we had somehow blocked out,” Connie explained.
    We all began to get more uneasy as we listened on.  No doubt others throughout the room were questioning what Connie was saying.  We had never before heard of anything like it and many of us were simply not prepared to receive it.  It appeared to be a dark period of our past that had seemingly come back to haunt us like the ghost that many of us saw in the mirror staring back at us. 
    I certainly had questions about Connie’s share.  If what she said was true, why was this happening to certain ones of us.  Were we more hateful than others?   Were we being punished for past behaviors?  Was this going to happen to all of us?  What could we do to reverse it?  Was there even a way to reverse it?  These and many other questions ran through my mind as I listened on.
    “I know that this wasn’t what you were probably expecting to hear, but its what I got.  Now I don’t know if this means that we’re heading for descent rather than ascent, but if nothing else we can take it as a warning.  It may be a warning of what is to come if we don’t quickly make some changes.  Perhaps we are not doing enough to ascend.  Perhaps we are not focused enough.  Perhaps we are too easily influenced by the distractions of this time.  Perhaps we are not loving enough.  Perhaps we have strayed too far from who we truly are.   Whatever the case its a sign that we have work to do and we need to do it quickly.  I’ve been on tour traveling the world for the past several months and this thing seems to be spreading like the plague.  I wouldn’t be surprised if soon the entire world isn’t white-washed.  What’s more is that soon, not only will you all look white, but you will begin to