me.â
âHow is that?â he questioned.
âWell, clearly, your assets are important to you, which is why you want me to sign a prenup, right?â
âOkay,â he said in a âGo onâ kind of way.
âWhatâs important to me is my heart, and thatâs what I want to protect.â
âHow is you trying to take my house protecting your heart?â
âIn my opinion, when you cheat on your spouse, you rob them of a happy home, so thatâs what you need to replace. Thereâs no peace, love, and happiness inside four walls where someone has violated the marriage vows by cheating. So to make up for ripping away a happy home, the cheater has to replace it with a home that is just as valuable, where the injured spouse can live in peace.â Sounded fair to me.
âThatâs not right!â Bertrand barked.
âWhy not?â He was really going to have to explain his point of disagreement to me.
âBecause itâs not!â
âAnd if you were to cheat on me, that wouldnât be right, either.â
âWhy wouldnât you just go back to living in your own apartment? Why would you try to take my house?â
âAgain, I am not trying to take anything. Iâm only trying to protect what is most important to me. A house can be replaced, money can be remade, sofas and televisions and whatnot can be rebought, but you canât unbreak a heart, and I want to be assured that number one, you wonât do that, and number two, if you do, there are consequences for it.â I didnât see why he was giving me so much flack on this point.
âSo if you cheat, then what?â
âI told you, the same thing goes for me. Wherever we live at the time the indiscretion is found out, whatever the value of that particular home is, Iâd have to pay you that in cash.â
âThat doesnât sound right,â he huffed.
âWhy do you have a problem with it? Are you planning on cheating?â
âItâs just not right, Dina,â he repeated without answering my question. âIâve worked hard for everything that I have, and for you to just try to come in and take it all from me . . .â He trailed off.
âSounds like you might be a cheater to me.â
âIt ainât even like that.â
âThen what is it like? For me itâs no big deal.â
âBecause you donât have what I have,â he retorted.
âAnd you can keep all your stuff as long as you donât cheat. I donât see where the problem lies.â
Bertrand pushed a heavy sigh into my ear. âI gotta think about this one.â
âTake your time. Iâm not signing this document without that being added.â
âThatâs just like a woman,â he mumbled under his breath, but audibly enough for me to hear him.
âExcuse me?â
âIâll get back to you about it.â
âOkay. Cool,â I stated before he uttered an obligatory âLove you.â
âLove you too,â I said, almost too jubilantly.
I tossed the document on the floor beside my bed and leaned back on my pillows. Well played, maâam. Well played. The only thing was, I was having serious doubts about moving into his home, but now I couldnât afford not to.
Chapter 10
Candis
I didnât believe in purpose. I didnât believe that people were born to carry out a specific mission in life. I was sick of people asking me, âWhatâs your purpose?â Hell if I knew. I thought that if people were honest, they would admit that it was by happenstance that theyâd become who they became. Iâd heard too many stories of people saying, âI had no intentions on being a pastor, but God had other plans.â Or âWhen Sister Lettie prophesied over me and told me I was going to be a powerful first lady, I said to myself, âShe didnât hear from God.â But sure enough, here I