choose and to respect your choice.”
“But,” Mark said forcefully, “You chose to come here and explore your sexuality. I’m not letting you do that with any other man. It’s going to be one of us. We’re not letting you go.”
My mind fought to process their words quickly, but the loud thumping of my heart interfered. Overwhelmed by not only their presence, but with the information on their feelings and intentions, I rubbed my fingers on my temples and attempted to smooth the lines I knew had formed on my forehead. “I don’t know.”
“I know,” Mark said. “There is no other choice, Lora. It’s one of us three.”
I shook my head, worrying my lips. “That’s not what I mean. For years, I’ve grown more attached to each of you. You’re the most amazing men I’ve ever met. I don’t want to make a mistake and screw this up.”
“You can’t screw this up, Bella. We’re all here because of you.”
“What if I can’t choose?”
The muscle by Mark’s temple twitched. His intense blue gaze studied me, but he didn’t speak. He held me, stroked long fingers over my bare skin, and then finally bent to place a kiss on my forehead. “It’s okay, baby. We don’t want you to feel pressured. We’re here for the week to help you decide. You do what your heart desires, as long as it’s with us. We have all agreed to deal with our feelings of the outcome.”
“Don’t choose,” Jake emphasized, taking my hand between his palms. “Give us each a chance to show you how we feel and let you discover how you feel. You’ll know when it’s right with one of us.”
How the Hell was I supposed to know? Luca, Mark, and Jake all felt right. All made my body hum and my heart swell with pleasure. “And what if it’s all of you?”
“Then you’ll be a busy lady,” Luca said, a smile turning up the side of his mouth. “We have rather healthy sexual appetites, and you sweetheart, will be facing all three of us. You’re going to be very tired until you decide.”
Tears threatened to spill from my eyes. I had an opportunity women only dreamed of with these very attractive, ultra-testosterone filled, men, and I didn’t have the tools to please any of them. “I’m frigid. I’m not good at making love.”
“What?” A storm brewed in Mark’s eyes, and his fingers pressed into my hips. “Who the fuck fed you that lie?”
“It’s not a lie,” I whispered, looking at my pink toenails. “I’ve never had an orgasm with a man. I’m not a sensual woman.”
“Oh, sweetheart. That’s just bull. You’re far from frigid,” Luca said. “You went up in flames from just a tiny bit of play a few minutes ago. Trust me, I was there.” He smiled and gave me a knowing wink. “Your heat scorched a direct path to my groin, and I thought we’d never make it back to the suite if you kept responding the way you did.”
Little butterflies celebrated in my stomach, and I couldn’t contain the happy dance. Warmth flooded my body and a sense of longing for more filled me.
Luca stood in front of Mark and held out his arms. “Give her to me, please.”
Mark swallowed past his Adam’s apple, breathing heavy and deep, but didn’t release me.
“Come on, Mark. Give her to me,” Luca repeated, still holding out his arms. “She can’t go on believing it’s her. I’m going to put an end to that lie, and prove it was the fucking asshole that had the problem. Not. You. Sweetheart, you’re beautiful, sensual, and are absolutely going to climax. In fact, I consider it an honor to be your first.”
I blinked back the humiliation. There was no way to make this okay.
“Now that I know, I’m going to make it right for you. Better. And Mark and Jake can be with us, if you prefer. Your pleasure is what matters.”
I must have looked shocked, because they all stopped talking and stared at me. Realizing I was holding my breath, I forced a quick inhale. Luca was willing to let Mark and Jake watch, to be there, to