move.
âDo you know what it is?â I ask Lyle, shutting off the radio.
The silence is big. I almost miss the elevator music.
Lyle breaks it. âWhy would I know?â
âYou watch all those old sci-fi movies.â
âVintage TV shows. And some are quite modern, honestly.â
âWhatever. And all those gaming thingies you do.â
âGaming thingies? Are you trying to emasculate me? Gaming thingies? They are battles of skill and persistence and intellect, Mana.â
âOnce again ⦠whatever, Lyle. I am not trying to emascul ⦠de-man you. I am just saying you would have a better idea about this stuff than I would.â
He picks at the edge of the steering wheel. âIt kind of reminds me of a Windigo.â
âWhat is that?â
âThereâs this old Algonquin story about how if you eat the flesh of a person, you turn into a Windigo, and youâre always starving, craving human flesh.â He thinks for a second. âBut they donât have webbed feet.â
âMaybe it mated with Donald Duck or a platypus or a penguin! No, not a penguin. It would be so much cuter if it was part penguin.â
âFunny.â He pauses. âIt still isnât moving.â
âGood.â
âIt could be the only one of its kind, and we killed it.â He looks traumatized, and he actually seems a little sorry.
âLyle!â
âWhat?â
My words pound out like each is its own sentence. âIt was trying to kill us. It wrecked my house. It was evil.â
He nods. âI know. I know, but stillâ¦â
Sometimes I cannot believe him. Now is so not the time to discuss the moral ramifications of killing in self-defense or the possible extermination of a species that is most likely rare, albeit predatory.
I lean forward in the seat, staring through windshield cracks at my house, my formerly safe, cozy house. âDo you think my mom is in there?â
âIn the house? Or in its stomach?â
I gasp. âLyle!â
âI definitely donât think it ate her.â
âLyle!â
âSorry, sorry.â
âWe should check in the house,â I say. âIt might haveâ¦â
I donât finish my sentence, but the thought dangles there, broken and horrible.
âSheâs okay, Mana.â
âHow do you know?â I sound like a baby, pleading.
He touches my shoulder. âI just know.â
I nod. I have to choose to believe it. âDo you have your cell phone? Mine is in my bag.â
He reaches into his pocket and hands it to me. I flip it open, call Momâs cell. It rings. Itâs on the floor of the car. âGreat.â
My insides start to shudder. I check to make sure the lump hasnât moved, then open the door just a bit so Lyle canât lock me in.
âWhat are you doing?â
âI have to see if sheâs in there.â
âNo! What if that ⦠that ⦠exterminate thing isnât dead?â
âYou will stay in the car and run it over if it moves.â I say this like itâs the most rational request in the world, like I ask Lyle to run over things every day after cheering practice.
âLookâ¦â He runs his hand through his hair. âYou canât do this. There could be other things in theââ
âMy mom could be in the house,â I interrupt. I pull one of Momâs scarves off the backseat, wrap it around my ankle so I donât bleed everywhere. It doesnât even hurt much, I am so full of adrenaline. My pulse must be up around three hundred beats a minute, which would actually make me dead, but whatever.
Lyle watches me and then sighs. âWe should call the police.â
âAnd tell them what? We just killed a monster? Or maimed it? That a boy flew through my house? They are not going to believe that. Thatâs why I couldnât tell the truth to Deputy Bagley