doorway, wearing leg bandages, a soldierâs under-tunic, and something like a leather corset over it: squat, black, gnarled as an old hethel tree, his calling in his face.
Quite deranged, I said when my breath returned, âWe did look for you. I swear it. I am sorry. If you only tell me where you lieââ
At which he shot me a sharp black glance and growled, âFor the Lordsâ sake uncross your eyes, harper. Pinch me if you like.â
âCrawled away,â he said, disposed in my chair. âAfter dark. Harper, spare us, donât cry in mâwine.â Stiffly, he flexed a leg. âThatâs just burns.â Just . âTail hit me high. Iâve the father and mother of all belly-aches, and I spat blood for days, but I can get around in this.â He touched the leather strapping. âFarmer made it. Hauled me into bed when I crawled there. Iâve just broken out. Howâs the king?â
I told him. He nodded. Then, with a quick glance under his brows, âHeard what you did.â
âBut not for you.â It still kept me awake. âI told the dragon, just one. I didnât dareââ
âI didnât matter,â he spoke brusquely, meaning it. âWhat matters is him.â
* * * * *
âLord,â I said as I opened the tower door, striving not to grin from ear to ear and spoil the surprise, âlord, look what I picked up.â
Inyx hopped past me. Beryxâs head rocketed up. For one instant his face was all incredible, incredulous delight, he plunged up in bed, grabbed instinctively at his side, forgot it to throw out his armsâthen in a flash radiance became the most desperate grief.
âDonât you start,â Inyx growled. âHarperâs already pinched me black and blue.â
Beryx stuttered. Choked. Choked again. Tried to wrench his back to us. Inyxâs very shape changed. With a violent effort, Beryx faced round and lifted his head.
âNo,â it came almost on a sob. âYou old foolânot that!â
He got control of himself. Very clearly, looking Inyx full in the face, making it an indictment, an explanation, his utmost recompense, he said, âYou were right.â
Inyx shoved away a cup-stand with a crutch and hopped over to the bed. âLemme get off these things,â he grunted. âStand over.â
Beryx moved his legs. Suddenly tears ran down his cheeks and as I closed the door I heard Inyx say in a voice I never believed could hold so much gentleness, âSiâsta... siâsta... Thatâs a leaderâs price.â
Inyx eased life greatly: a close friend, a fellow soldier, competent with things Beryx would delegate to no one else, which slowed him down and mended him faster. Inyx could also curb Beryxâs worst fantasias. If Inyx went, âMphh!â instead of, âAh,â the king would grin ruefully and drop the project, saving much wear and tear on messengers, Stavan, and assorted expertsâ self-esteem. Inyx also harmonized with Thassal, and to the physicianâs disgust thoroughly approved her doctoring, and he had tended enough campaign wounds to offer valid advice. But he was anxious to move the king.
âToo close,â he told me. âAnd kingdomâs like soldiers. What they canât see they donât believe.â When Sarras, who gathered news as wool gathers burrs, told him that rumors of the kingâs death were already unsettling Tirs, he actually managed to tune Thassal and the physician on the need for an early splinter-probe.
Beryx wanted to go south first. Thassal told him sternly, âYou canât act till youâre moved. You canât move till theyâre out. If one worked down to an inner vein we could not stop you bleeding to death.â At that he yielded, and the physician set to work.
Afterward he looked worse than on the battlefield: flat on his back, so thin he barely raised the bedclothes,