Youâre more like them than you knowâyou belong here. Besides, youâre not lacking in social skills. I remember some of the clippings from the social columns describing the parties you threw when you lived in New York with Cranston. And even before that, you were director of Sandor Lockeâs art gallery as well as his unofficial hostess. I should think that New York crowd would be much more critical than people here in Texas. Youâve always been a success, Maggie; things wonât change now.â
âI hope youâre right, Mam. This is a first for me.â Maggie opened the door to the house and allowed Billie to step through. âI didnât get one refusal, but I canât fool myself. I know why theyâre coming and so do you. They want another look at all of us, Amelia, Susan, you.â
âPerhaps youâre right, but weâll present the united front you want. Stop worrying. As you said, no one refused your invitation, not even the governor!â
âThey want to eat my food and drink my liquor! Theyâre all freeloaders who live from one party to the next!â
Billie giggled. âSeth used to say almost the same thing. ... And Maggie, I noticed that you arenât drinking at all. Iâm proud of you, believe me.â
âI do, Mam. I need a clear head for my future, and I wonât clutter it up with booze and pills. I donât want to be dependent on anything except my own resources. I have Cole and Riley to think of now. Itâs a new Maggie.â
âAnd I like her,â Billie said. âI always liked the old Maggie, too.â
âFor a while I didnât know that, Mam. I wasnât certain anyone liked the old Maggie, not even myself.â
âMaggie, Sawyer doesnâtââ
âNot now, Mam. Not today. Iâm not so sure this new me is strong enough to tackle that old skeleton. Let me take it one step at a time.â
âAll right, Maggie. But it wonât go away, you know. Sooner or later you and Sawyer will have to resolve your feelings.â
âI know. Iâm doing my best. Iâll try, really.â
âYou know, just for a minute you looked like Moss,â Billie said quietly. âThat same haunted expression used to come into his eyes when he was forced to make a promise he had no intention of keeping. Iâm sorry, Maggie. I donât want to press you.â
Billie shivered and a sudden prickle of goose bumps broke out on her arms. âCome away from the door, Mam; weâre standing in a draft.â Then, in a lighter tone, âGuess what Iâm wearing tonight.â
Billie laughed. âThe honeysuckle-patterned beaded gown?â
âExactly. Itâll knock everyoneâs eyes out. Everyone will know you designed the fabric especially for me. Amelia said she bought a new Adolfo, and Susan told me sheâs wearing the two-piece watered silk you sent her for Christmas. I didnât get a chance to ask Sawyer.â
âWhatever she wears, sheâll be stunning. Are you planning on a receiving line, Maggie?â
âAbsolutely. All the Coleman women will be lined up to let âem get a first-crack look at us. Whatâre you planning to wear?â
âWell, since you insist theyâre coming to gawk, I just might wear my birthday suit! That should set them back on their heels!â
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Cary stepped out of the shower and into the thickly carpeted bedroom, a scanty towel wrapped around his hard, lean middle. With another towel he was drying his obstinately wavy black hair.
âAre you finished with the bathroom?â asked Amelia. âHow come you always get to use the shower first?â
âBecause I donât stay in there for two hours and you do.â Cary quipped, moving closer to plant a kiss on the side of her neck. Lovingly he took his wifeâs hand and held it, oblivious to the network of blue veins and the faint brown