âWhatâs not you?â she asked, nervously.
âBeing controlled. Fionaâs partner is here.â
Jenny looked across to where the man sat. Aware that he was the topic of conversation, he raised his Coke can in salute. Something about the man was vaguely familiar, but Lucy couldnât place it. She ran the flat of her hand over her face to wipe the pool water from her eyes.
âWanker,â Jenny spat. âWhat does he want? Apart from a good slap in the nuts.â
âDonât, Jenny. Heâs my partner,â Fiona said. âThereâs a reason I donât visit.â
âYeah,â Jenny retorted. âBecause youâre not allowed.â
âFuck!â Fiona cried. âYouâre just as bad as him.â She pushed over to the edge of the pool, then, using the edge tiles, pulled herself from the water.
âFiona,â Jenny said, moving to follow her.
âLeave her a minute,â Lucy said. âLet me speak to her.â
Lucy turned and lifted herself out of the water, too, then padded after Fiona into the changing room.
It was empty inside. The girl had already gone into the shower and was angrily scrubbing at her hair.
âLeave me alone,â she said, when she saw Lucy watching her.
âAre you okay?â
âI want to be left alone. No one leaves me alone. I canât even have a bloody shower without . . . I just want to be alone,â she pleaded.
âJennyâs just concerned about you,â Lucy said. âTry not to be angry at her.â
âWhat has any of this to do with you? Youâre not family.â
Lucy shrugged. âI know. Family just nag at you and tell you what to do. Trust me, I know. You should meet my mother. Iâm not going to tell you anything. I just wanted to know if you were okay.â
Fiona stared at her. âIâm just fed up,â she stated. âIâm sick of Âpeople treating me like Iâm weak. Vulnerable. Like Iâm stupid.â
âYouâre not stupid,â Lucy said. âOr weak.â
âJenny was always like that. Ever since I met John, sheâs been nagging at me. Thatâs why we donât visit. He doesnât like her.â
âJust because he doesnât like your sister shouldnât stop you from seeing her.â
âItâs not . . . itâs complicated,â she echoed. âJohn likes being with me. He likes going with me wherever I go.â
âEverywhere?â
Fiona shrugged.
âWhat if you want to go out with friends for the night?â
âI, ah . . . I donât . . .â She cleared her throat. âI donât really have friends. My friends are his friends.â
âWere they yours first or his?â
Fiona stared at her. âI know what youâre doing. Youâre the same as Jenny.â
âJennyâs concerned for you, Fiona. She cares about you.â
âSo does John.â
Lucy waited a beat. âDid he tell you that before or after he split your lip?â
The girl stared at her, the water running down her face, dripping from her chin onto the rise of her chest. Lucy noticed something at the curve of the top of her costume. She moved toward the girl, who backed away slightly.
âIâm not going to hurt you,â she said. âYou have a bruise showing on your chest.â The mark was still partially red at the center, purpling around the edges. It was no bigger than a ten pence piece; the tip of a finger. Lucy guessed there would be four corresponding concentric marks around it where John had gripped her. She worked hard to keep her tone even, so as not to betray the building anger she felt at the sight of the injury.
Fiona glanced down, then tugged at the collar of the swimsuit, pulling it over where the upper edge of the bruise had shown.
âI walked into the wardrobe door, at home,â she said, quickly.
âYou know