Masterson?â he asked.
âYes, come on in. Heâs still in bed.â
H pulled back the many blankets covering Mr. Masterson one by one as if peeling an onion. When he lifted the sheet, I swallowed down a gasp.
H said, âMaâam, you can call Willie and George. I can handle this myself.â H sent me to the hearse for a sheet and told me to leave the gurney by the tailgate. âI can carry him down.â
By the time I returned to the coupleâs bedroom, H had buttoned Dr. Mastersonâs pajamas and run a comb through his hair. Theoxygen mask had left a red mark that cut deep into Dr. Mastersonâs nose and circled his chin. âWould you like some time with him before I carry him downstairs?â H asked.
Mrs. Masterson studied her husbandâs face. âThat would be lovely.â
H and I stepped into the hall. Photographs of babies and wedding couples and graduates hung all along the wall. In a sepia photograph, a stoic couple stood like mannequins before a painted backdrop, the groom sitting in a carved wooden chair, the bride standing slightly behind him with her hand on his shoulder. His head was blurred as if he couldnât resist taking a peek at his bride. Although the brideâs face was solemn, the corners of her eyes smiled in response. I motioned for H to look at the photograph. He raised his eyebrows to indicate he had no idea why I would draw his attention to such a thing. To be fair, not many males would connect the photograph to the Mastersons. The apple-faced couple in the photograph sat erect. Now Mrs. Mastersonâs skin hung from her bent frame, and Dr. Masterson, well, his disheveled pajamas had revealed legs as narrow as my wrist. But if I were Mrs. Masterson, I would have hung my wedding photo in the very same place, just outside the bedroom where I could look at it and remember what Iâd once been and to remember my husband in better days.
From the bedroom, Mrs. Masterson expelled a sob. âOh, Arthur, what am I to do?â
H raised his hand to stop me from returning to the bedroom. He whispered, âGive her a minute. Sheâll be okay.â
I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes, my way of giving the Mastersons the privacy they deserved. When Mrs. Masterson spoke again, her voice was breathy with wonderment. I canât explain what happened next. I never asked her about what I heard. It was a one-sidedconversation, like I was listening to someone talk on the phone. What Mrs. Masterson heard, I couldnât say.
âOh my,â she said. âOh my, youâre here.
âWhy not?
âYouâve seen the Master?
âArthur, how about our Abigail? Have you seen her?
âShe did? Thatâs wonderful, just wonderful.
âWhat kinds of things are you learning, dear?â
H and I exchanged looks. I felt awkward listening in on such an intimate conversation. To busy my mind, I imagined the groom in the photograph carrying his bride over the threshold, the walls freshly painted, the floors polished to a sheen, and the smell of lilacs rather than mildew welcoming the newlyweds. And I imagined cherub-fat babies fingering dandelions in the grass while Mrs. Masterson hung the laundry. Those babies would now be in their sixties. Had they heard about their fatherâs death? I squeezed my eyes tight to hold the tears, but that proved futile. Before wiping them away, I looked at H. Tears streamed down his cheeks too. He dug in his pocket for a hankie for me and wiped his own tears on his sleeve.
âArthur,â Mrs. Masterson said, sounding alarmed yet pleased, âhave you come for me?
âWhy not, darling? Why not? You look wonderful, and here I am still in my nightgown.
âBut Iâm so old, dear. Oh, please, take me with you.
âDonât tease me, Arthur.
âYes, yes, I know. Youâre right. I will serve Him. I promise. Yes.â The bedsprings complained under her weight.