divorce was long gone, but the hurt about her ex-husbandâs infidelities would remain in her heart forever.
It wasnât about missing Tim, either. Sheâd realized that a long time ago. Her deepest wound festered because of her complete failure to choose a husband who could even be considered decent. She felt so inadequate in that regard that she didnât think sheâd ever regain her confidence.
So she stayed away from men.
She felt Jackâs hand slide along her neck and stop just under her chin. He lifted her face with his index finger, until her gaze met his again. âHe played around?â
âHe played around.â
She couldnât keep the humiliation out of her voice, or off her face. And she felt silly. These days, how many people let a five-year-old mistake affect them so acutely?
Jack didnât say a word, but he took a step closer.
Amazing, she thought, how powerful that man-woman magnetism could beâespecially when you hadnât been around it for a while. Just having Jackâs blue eyes skim across her face often felt as seductive as a caress. It made her want to relax and enjoy it, for just a moment.
And now, when his thumb rubbed along the hollow in her neck, she couldnât find the will to pull away.
Those charmerâs eyes were gazing straight into hers, and were offering much more than a simple glance. They looked so very, very attentive.
She bit her bottom lip, scarcely daring to breathe.
As much as she wanted to avoid getting closer to him, rightnow she just wanted to kiss him. And she wanted him to kiss her back.
Wasnât that what he was offering with those eyes? She ached for a real, on-the-lips kiss.
The bachelor-repelling plan could start later, when they were out of this enchanted orchard. When this moment had passed. She sighed, wishing she could allow herself just one, single respite. Then she could get back to her lonely resolve.
He took another step closer, bent his head down.
And granted her wish.
CHAPTER FOUR
E XCEPT HE MISSED .
The short, soft peck on the side of her mouth was too short, too soft and ever so disappointing. Afterward, he moved his face back and kept his eyes closed. He licked his bottom lip, as if he was assessing the taste. Then he popped his eyes open and backed up a few steps. âYou shouldnât take it personally,â he said. âMen arenât built for long-term relationships.â
She felt cheated of her kiss, and suspected that heâd just stifled his own desire. Scowling up at him, she asked, âYou donât think so?â
âHey, Iâve been a man for a long time. I know so.â
He started to walk again, but was still headed out toward the edge of the acreage. Abby was ready to go back to the house, so she stood her ground and hollered, âThey can be if they love the woman.â
He turned around and yelled, âOld men, not young and virile ones.â
Abbyâs mouth dropped open. âHow old is that? Seventy? Human populations would die out.â
âMaybe not that old, and maybe not every man,â he said as he headed back in her direction. âBut a woman shouldnât expect a commitment from a man until heâs past the reckless stage.â
When he reached her, she started walking alongside him. âMy parents were about twenty when they married,â she pointed out.
âSo were mine,â he said. âMy feeble excuse for a dad leftwhen Brian was three. My mother was crushed. She spent the next ten years falling for every man who looked at her.â
âThatâs too bad, but it isnât always that way,â she said. âBrian and Paige were married at eighteen.â
Abby stopped to put her hands on her hips and glare at Jack. She couldnât fathom a reason for this argument. She certainly had no desire to marry again. She just hated his jaded views, regardless of the fact that hers were worse.
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