heard. Westlakeâs butchering had occurred after he was no longer in a position to threaten his wife. Why? And why had Lazarus risked exposure by transferring the body to a public place where it was sure to be found the next morning and cause a huge commotion? And then there was the fact of the castration itself. Was it simply the enraged act of a disturbed personality? Or was it supposed to symbolize something?
Like all psychiatrists over a certain age, Iâd been well-schooled in various theories about the penis. To Sigmund Freud, it wasnât simply a pleasurable piece of anatomy but the fundamental cause of all neuroses. Women wanted a penis and couldnât have one. Men lived in constant fear of losing theirs. Freud also posited that in dreams, elongated objectsâsuch as sticks, poles, and umbrellasâand most weapons were a stand-in for the male organ. Coming a little later, Carl Jung disagreed, finding Freudâs focus on the penis too narrow to explain most human behavior. Jung also thought Freudâs dream theories were too complicated, famously quipping that the penis itself was a phallic symbol.
Whatever belief you subscribed to, it was hard not to read significance into Westlakeâs castration. In a world where men still dominated virtually every sphere of public lifeâfrom politics to business, academia, and just about every professionâthe penis stood as a potent reminder of male authority. Was Westlakeâs mutilation intended to send the message that men are more vulnerable than they think? Or was it tied to the penisâs other symbolic associationâas an instrument of male aggression? Westlake had reportedly demeaned, threatened, and beaten his wife. Had he also raped her? And if so, was Lazarus taking out her revenge on the very organ used to force her into submission?
The train came then, and I followed the other commuters on board, tapping skillfully across the gap between the platform and the car before finding a place to stand in the crowd.
âYouâre doing great,â one of the passengers near me said.
Somehow, I didnât think so.
EIGHT
I got back to my office a little before noon to find my entry barred again, this time by a pile of bankerâs boxes. Yelena was yakking at her desk ten yards away, so I leaned my cane against the wall and went over to inquire about the cause of the latest barricade. I had to cool my heels for several minutes while she finished a telephone call, finally ringing off with an effusive â Tseluyu! â
âKisses no less,â I said. âWas that Boris?â
âPlease,â Yelena said.
I was right. They were back to bickering again.
âIs there some significance to the latest Mt. Everest outside my door? Iâd like to be able to reclaim my office one of these days.â
âThe files, you mean?â
âIs that what they are? I thought Iâd stumbled across your Christmas present to me. Whereâd they come from, if I may be so bold to ask?â
âA person from the Stateâs Attorneyâs office. Her name is on the receipt.â I surmised this was Michelle Rogers and made a mental note to thank her for acting so quickly. It was good to know I had at least one ally on the case.
âAnd you thought theyâd be at home where they are right now?â I said.
âI wanted to bring them inside, but I sprained my back when we were in San Juan. Boris insisted on going parasailing even though I told him it would ruin my hair. And you should have seen the hotel he picked out. Practically miles from the outlet stores.â
I needed her help with the boxes, so I asked how her holiday shopping was going.
âTerrible. The lines at the Water Tower were as bad as anything back in Moscow. I had to wait hours to return the scarf I bought for BorisâHermès was too good for him after Puerto Ricoâand they were all out of the cologne I wantedââ