answers sitting there, so she stood and wiped the sand from her long cotton skirt and cardigan. She needed to talk to him.
The sun was high in the sky. She had been out here since sunrise and the time had flown. She had the evening shift at the gym, so there was no need to rush. But she did want to talk to Declan before the day was through. No sense in stewing over the incident for days. She really liked him.
She knew it was true. The way he spoke to her when she was upset, the cajoling kindness that helped her face tough moments, and his kisses⦠Secrets were uncovered about a man when he made love. She knew the depth of his passion and tenderness, and she wanted more. Their time together made her want to know everything about him.
She headed back down the beach toward home. âI guess thatâs my answer,â she murmured.
She was stuck on him. Regardless, today she would give him a chance to explain about Olivia, and sheâd apologize for her temper. She knew anger was anxiety and fear amplified. She just didnât want to be one of those souls ruled by emotional outbursts; that wasnât who she was. Rather, sheâd prefer to define herself as strong, capable, and independent. Sheâd proved she was different than Olivia.
* * *
Riding in a C-17 was like willingly sticking your ear next to the loudest air conditioner youâve ever heard for hours on end. Declan had flown in the belly of these aircraft for years, and it never got better.
The Team was packed into the belly, along with the support staff, gear, and additional mission specialists. It was a tight squeeze.
Miller was reading off his clipboard. âPacks, check. Money, check. Communications, check. Miller Rothâthatâs me and Iâm pretty sure that Iâm here. Harvey Wilson, Hayes Johnson, Declan Swiftonâplease donât roll your eyes. Leaper Leftonânice bird! I think that fingernail needs a trim. Tyler Kiddingâif the flight crew catches you spitting tobacco chew on the ground, weâre scrubbing this place, so quit it. Bunks Foxâyouâve got some nerve popping pills! Oh, itâs Dramamine. And Sobbit Dahl. Weâre eight for eight, and weâre loaded, and everyone thatâs supposed to be aboard isâ¦so weâre good to go.â
Pulling a sound-canceling headset and his iPod from his pack would give Declan the few hours of the peace he craved, not to mention save his battered eardrums. There was only so much shouting he could listen to from his Teammates, especially when they involved Leaperâs dirty joke collection. Telling the same jokes every time seemed to be part of his superstition.
Donning the headphones and dialing up a mix of Placebo, Queen, Beck, Bowie, U2, Bush, Foreigner, and Creed, he closed his eyes and zoned out. His mind was immediately transported to a state of complete Zen. His muscles loosened, relaxing, as images danced through his brain: family, friends, and women. When it finally settled on a vision, he smiled knowingly.
Maura Maxwell bit the tip of her perfectly rounded fingernail with that sultry smile. He could hear her voice beckoning him. Watching her disrobe, revealing that silky smooth skin, made him lick his lips. He craved to hold her, touch her, and make love to her.
He walked to her, but she was always half turned away from him. Why wouldnât she face him? âMaura? Why do you keep moving away?â
She laughed, throaty and deep. âIâm not. Youâre just not fast enough to catch me.â
âYes, I am.â He heard the dare in her words and liked it.
Then she disappeared, and he was alone.
âThatâs not fair,â he said, getting frustrated with her.
âIâm here now.â She appeared again, but one hand was behind her back. Something was hiding there. She stared at him with her terminally smoky, sea-green gaze. âYou make me yours.â
âHow?â He shook his head. He