brownies or cookies to earn a little side cash, sheâd been a different person.
Brandy could still remember her mother talking about her childhood as she rolled out a piecrust or whipped up a chocolate ganache. About how sheâd wanted so desperately to be the next Betty Crocker. Childish dreams, sheâd said, but Brandy hadnât missed the light in the womanâs eyes. The longing.
As if Mary Elizabeth wasnât quite as happy as she professed to be. As if sheâd missed out.
Made the wrong decision.
While Brandy knew her mother would never have traded her husband and three daughters for a career, sheâd known that the woman had still wondered what life might have been like if sheâd followed through with her passion. If she hadnât met and married so young and started having babies right out of the gate.
If she hadnât traded her love of baking for that of a good man.
Brandy wouldnât make the same mistake. She intended to find out just how far she could go before she settled down. If she settled down. She didnât want to have unanswered questions years from now. Or regret.
She wanted to make herself happy now before she felt obliged to make someone else happy.
An image stirred and she saw Tyler McCall wearing nothing but hard, ripped muscles and a sizable erection. She remembered the heat in his eyes and the wicked slant to his mouth and the pleasure gleaming in his eyes.
She shifted on the seat and reached for the chocolate shake in the cup holder. She usually steered clear of sweets when she was off duty. She did enough tasting during the day to keep an extra five pounds on each hip. She wasnât about to indulge after hours and make that ten.
But for some reason, she hadnât been able to help herself tonight. Her stomach grumbled and a craving ate away inside of her.
Because of him.
Because last night hadnât been nearly enough after two long years on the wagon. It wasnât as if she could go around boffing every guy in town. And risk one of them getting hooked on her? Or worse, her getting hooked on him? Someone she would have to see day in, day out. That would just complicate things and distract her from what was really important.
No, thatâs why she kept things going with Tyler. She didnât have to worry about him hanging around, distracting her, tempting her. He was here today, gone tomorrow, and that made him the perfect sex buddy.
Sex, and nothing but sex.
She stuffed her straw into her thick drink. A few sips and she gave up the effort and pulled off the lid. Dipping the straw into the dense chocolate, she scooped a mouthful and closed her eyes as the cold, creamy concoction hit her tongue.
Rich. Sweet. Ahhh â¦
A groan slid past her lips and she went back for another scoop.
âGot a bite for me?â The deep, masculine voice sent a bolt of shock through her. Her head snapped up and just like that, she found herself staring into Mr. Sex Buddyâs familiar aqua-blue eyes.
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CHAPTER 10
âI, umâ¦â Brandy scrambled for her voice. Her hand trembled and the shake sloshed. A glob of chocolate dove over the side and slid down the cup, covering her fingers in sticky goodness. âYou scared the daylights out of me.â She reached for a napkin and tried to calm the sudden jolt of her heart.
What the hell was wrong with her? Sheâd slept with the man, for Peteâs sake, yet here she was acting like a nervous schoolgirl because he was talking to her.
But then that was the point entirely.
They didnât talk. They didnât socialize. There was no going to the movies or kicking up dust at the local saloon. No running into each other and gabbing like old friends. No picnics or lunches at the Dairy Freeze.
They hooked up and while they might exchange a few choice words in the heat of the moment, it was all about the sex.
This ⦠This was different.
This was out in the open for the