out of school, but John Sr. had always been pretty down on me, and that had soured things more.â
âWith him, but not with Maeve?â
âShe had a soft spot for meâsomething I was grateful for but never really understood. She teamed up with J.J. to lean on John Sr. and he finally gave in. Under the condition that I toe the line, keep my after-school job and still earn my keep working on the farm before school the way J.J. did.â
âAnd you did.â
âIt wasnât something I could pass up. It was just for a year, and then Iâd be headed to collegeâif I could get the scholarships lined up.â He again nodded toward Northbridge, adding a heartfelt and desperate sounding, âAnd I wanted out of this town! So yeah, I did.â
âWhich let you finish high school and win the scholarship you needed.â
âSo I owe the Tellers.â
âEven if you still havenât quite redeemed yourself in John Sr.âs eyes for some reason...â Livi said, hoping for an explanation of that.
But all she got was stoicism from Callan. âThatâs just how he is. And thatâs how I got here.â
âSo between the two thingsâyour friend asking you to take care of his parents and you owing Maeve and John Sr.âyou donât fight the way he treats you,â Livi said.
âI wonât let down J.J. and Mandy on anything. Not with Greta and not with John Sr.,â Callan concluded with resignation.
Then he smiled, warmly enough to remind Livi of some of what had appealed to her in Hawaii, and said, âSo, Hawaii is historyâweâre all the way into real life now, like it or not.â
If only you knew...
The moon had gone high into the sky as theyâd talked. The way its light caught the sharp lines of Callanâs face made her think about their walk on the beach, when heâd first kissed her.
He was looking into her eyes just like he had been that night. Uninvited and unwanted came a memory of that first kiss theyâd sharedâhow instinctively sheâd been drawn to it, how warm and gentle his lips had been.
She remembered thinking as sheâd melted into the kiss that there was something indescribably good about the feel of that big body curving almost protectively down toward her in order to reach her mouth with his. About the pure size and power of the man himselfâstrong but reserved, silently inviting her inâthat had added to the potency and made it impossible for her to resist drifting closer to him, to that kiss...
Then she realized what she was thinking about and how inappropriate it was.
And how she most surely shouldnât be having the absolutely insane urge to reexperience it!
She took a deep breath to clear her head and said, âI should go. Pack. Get ready to leave in the morning.â
He didnât stop looking at her even as he nodded. âYeah, tomorrow will be a full day. Iâll have Kinsey text you when she gets in, and give you the address. Will I see you... I mean, will you be there when we get to my place, or will you just drop off whatever you buy for Greta? Which Iâll reimburse you for, by the way.â
âWhatever I get her can just be my welcome-to-Denver gift. And...I guess I did say Iâd see her in Denver, but I donât know if it will be tomorrow.â
Tomorrow, when he would get to see herâthat was the way heâd put it at first, as if it wasnât about Greta at all.
Tomorrow, when Livi would get to see him âsomething she was thinking and trying not to.
âI guess it depends on how things go,â she said. âWhen you get in. What Iâm up to.â
Whether or not the doctor rid her of her anxiety or confirmed it...
âBut Iâll try,â she said. âFor Gretaâs sake.â
âSureâfor Gretaâs sake,â he repeated.
Then he straightened and stepped back, opening the door wider for