is.â
âNice philosophy, but havenât you heard that if you ignore the past, youâre destined to make the same mistakes over and over again?â
âAnd what mistakes have you made that were so terrible that the prospect of repeating them makes you so glum?â
âWhat is this? True confessions?â She tried for a light tone and a brilliant smile, but her effort didnât banish his serious expression.
âIâm no priest, but I told you before, I am a good listener. No judgments. No advice, unless you ask for it. And I give bargain basement rates.â
âIsnât there an old saying about getting what you pay for?â
This time he returned her grin with a wicked gleam in his eye. âIn that case, we could negotiate terms.â
âHmmm.â Audrey pursed her lips thoughtfully. âI didnât bring along a lot of cash. Do you take credit cards?â
âOh, I think we could work out better terms than that, say a kiss an hour.â At her immediate frown, he added, âTo be collected at the end of treatment, of course, and only if youâre satisfied with the service.â
Audrey sighed. The easy bantering was drawing her in again, reawakening senses that had been hibernating far too long. Blakeâs fingers had lingered on her cheek and his thumb brushed across her lips. The callused roughness set off a sharp tingling that was both exciting and oddly comforting. It was surprisingly good to feel alive again. Sheâd begun to dread the feeling, even as sheâd wondered if it would ever happen again. Sheâd prayed her heart would never tumble crazily in her chest, that she would never experience the breathless anticipation or the heart-wrenching lows of an emotional roller-coaster ride.
Then sheâd prayed she would.
Her eyes met his, caught and lingered as heat rose in her. She felt alive all right. Dangerously alive.
She blinked and asked in a husky whisper, âHow are we doing in the race?â
His thumb brushed across her lips, silencing her. âForget the race and donât try to change the subject. I want to get to know you. I canât if you keep cutting me off every time I start to get close.â
âWhy does it matter?â She tried to maintain an air of disinterest, but it was rougher going than sheâd imagined. âAfter today, youâll go back to being a jet-setting playboy and Iâll go back to writing copy and dreaming up PR gim micks. Maybe weâll bump into each other in the halls.â
He winked at her. âThat raises some interesting possibilities.â
She shook her head. âForget it, Blake. We lead very different life-styles. Nothingâs changed.â
âI donât think so. After today, I think everything will be different,â he said with surprising gentleness. He smiled tenderly. âFor both of us.â
Audrey captured the words in her heart and held them there. Even as she clung to the warm feelings they aroused, she shook her head adamantly. âThat canât be.â
âWhy not?â
âIâve already explained. Iâm not the sort of woman for you.â
âI think youâre exactly the sort of woman for me. You donât play games. Youâre honest and witty and intelligent. Do you have any idea how rare that is?â
How she wished that were true. Even if it was, there were other, less attractive traits he seemed to be ignoring. It was time he faced up to them. âIâm a wimp, remember? Youâll walk all over me,â she blurted miserably.
He stared at her in astonishment. âWhy on earth would I want to do that?â
âItâs not a case of your wanting to, itâs just what happens when a strong person and a weak one get together. Canât you see that?â
âNo, dammit.â He looked as though he wanted to shake her. âI canât see it and I donât understand where
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