slacks with a checkered button-down shirt coming untucked at the waist.
She glanced up as Josh approached. His tawny hair was combed back and the green stripe in his tie brought out the green in his eyes. A warm flush flowed over her skin. âIce cream after church?â she asked.
He shrugged sheepishly. âItâs tradition.â
âWill you come? Will you, huh?â Griff tugged on her hand.
âI donât think so.â The numbness sheâd allowed to seep into her soul after Mom G.âs passing seemed to retreat every time this child was present, only to be replaced with a tender yearning.
The new feeling worried her; confusion was not something she allowed herself. She always knew exactly what she wanted and how to get it. Except when it came to Josh and now his son. She didnât like the out-of-her-control feelings spinning around her heart and mind.
âPlease,â he wheedled. âYou can get any flavor you want. Right, Dad?â
âSure she can.â She heard the challenge in his tone.
Rachel tried to discern what was going on inside Joshâs head. His expression gave nothing away. He looked decidedlyâ¦neutral, but his voice told her otherwise.
âI have things to doâ¦.â She stopped as Josh cocked one brow and Griff tightened his grip on her hand.
âYou have all day to do stuff,â Griff complained. âPlease, please? I really want you to come with us.â
Her mouth twisted in a half smile. She understood now what Josh had meant about being badgered. Ice cream did sound good, if only because it was a decadence she rarely indulged in. âWellâ¦â
Griff pounced on her momentary indecision. âYay!â
To Joshâs amused expression, she said, âWhat? I like ice cream. Besides, he can be convincing.â
âThereâs no doubt about that.â Joshâs mouth quirked up at the corners. His gaze narrowed slightly. âI went to the hotel this morning to pick you up.â
âI told you not to,â she countered.
He smiled with wry humor. âI went anyway.â
Sheâd hoped he wouldnât. She didnât want him to think sheâd deliberately stood him up. âI came early to spend a few moments of quiet before the service.â
He nodded, but she could tell he wasnât truly convinced.
âRachel?â a female voice called.
She turned to a see Jennifer Martin hurrying toward her. Theyâd been best friends in high school. Very different, not only in looksâJennifer, blond and olive-skinned contrasted to Rachelâs own dark hair and fair skinâbut also in temperament. Jennifer was outgoing and confident. Rachel had envied that about her friend.
Theyâd spoken briefly at the funeral, but Rachel hadnât been in the mood to play catch-up on the locals. Jennifer had understood.
âHi, Jennifer.â
To Rachelâs surprise, Jennifer hugged her again, as she had the day before at the graveside. Rachel wasnât accustomed to displays of affection from anyone other than Mom G. And Josh. Though she couldnâtsay that heâd held her at the hospital with any amount of affection, more like obligation. She stiffly hugged Jennifer back.
âWeâre going to get ice cream,â Griff piped up.
Jenniferâs speculative gaze traveled from Griff, to Josh and then settled on Rachel. âThatâs wonderful.â
Rachel smiled tightly.
âIâm so glad to see you here,â Jennifer said with a bright smile. âYouâll have to come for dinner and spend time with my family. I canât wait for you to meet Paul and the kids.â
âThat would be nice,â Rachel replied politely, feeling a pang of guilt. She wouldnât be in town long enough to make it to her friendâs house, but now was not the time to say so.
âGood. Tonight then.â
Before Rachel could protest, Jennifer turned to Josh.