us line up some good Irish performers,â I said. âWeâre going to have some rehearsals, and everybody has to show up. This is a chance to do ourselves some good.â
âYou think Almackâs is thinking about keeping us on for good?â Freddy asked.
Peter Williams hadnât said anything about permanent jobs, and I knew he wasnât going to be throwing around that kind of money every week. He had a greedy little mind, a taste for money, and an eye for where the money was hidden.
âI just think he wants to see what can be done,â I answered Freddy. âIâve performed for him before, but most of what I was getting was jingle thrown out on the floor, and Pete wants part of that.â
When Freddy left, me and Stubby took the cart out to sell fish. Stubby was full of talk about getting real menus printed up, and I told him I didnât want to spend money getting anything printed for just one day. He looked disappointed.
We didnât sell much. Stubby talked to a black cook and asked her if he could borrow some serving plates for a party he was giving. She said he could if he was nice enough to her, and Stubby said he would be as nice as she wanted him to be. I donât think he understood that she was wanting some kissing and hugging. She was twice as big as Stubby, and just about twice as old, so he was going to have to cook up something special for those plates.
Back home, I was so tired. It seemed like every day I was getting more and more tired, and I knew it was because I had too many things to think about. Jack was disappointed that we didnât sell more fish, and he said so.
âYou just got your mind on this one night, and youâre letting the rest of your life slip away from you!â
That was right. I wasnât as hard up as Freddy, but I was feeling the same cold breeze he was feeling. A good chance only came along once in a while, and you had to jump on it when it came your way. If we didnât put on a good show for Pete Williams, everybody would know about it and it would be hard to get any kind of job dancing or singing.
I fell asleep on the bed and was surprised when I heard a banging on the door. I thought Stubby had left his key someplace. It wasnât Stubby, but Miss Lilly and Priscilla, the girl she called Cissy.
âI told Cissy you didnât bite, so there was no reason for her to be shy about telling you she was ready to sing for you,â Miss Lilly said. âGo on, girl, sing.â
Now, the thing is that nobody who did any acting or singing could do it just like that. You had to get yourself in the mood, or warm up, or put your lucky charm in your pocket, or whatever it took for you to be somebody else. That was what show business was about. For a few minutes or a few hours, you were somebody else, somebody with a strange kind of magic.
The girl had her head down and didnât move.
âYou sing for Juba and then you come back over to Almackâs,â Miss Lilly said. âYou got a peck of work to do, girl.â
I watched as Miss Lilly started down the stairs, stopped, sent a mean look toward Priscilla, and continued on down.
âYou want some tea?â I asked.
Priscilla shrugged, and I moved aside so she could come in. She stood in the doorway for a minute and looked inside, then stepped in.
I went to the cupboard and took down the tin we kept the tea in. Empty. âYou want some water?â
She shrugged again.
âYou like working at Almackâs?â I asked.
âI owe him a lot of money,â she answered. Her voice was soft and a little breathy. âThe way Iâm working now and paying him a little every week, Iâll never get finished.â
âThatâs about how half the people in the world work,â I said. âI know people who owe their bosses so much money, they got to borrow their pay every week.â
âHe wants me to dance with his customers,â