must be feeling, and her heart went out to him.
âRight, thanks, doctor,â Joe muttered, still without looking up. âCome along, lad.â
Ellie watched them go, observing how, as soon as he thought they were out of sight, Joe became helpless again, leaning against his son for support.
She thought about Jack. Here she was complaining about all her responsibilities since her father went away, but Jack had been looking after his dad and the rest of his family for years. Everyone thought he was such a joker â Ellieâs mother perhaps most of all â but there was a lot more to him than that.
Ten
Ellie glanced anxiously through the window of the village store. She could see Anna talking to her mother. She took a deep breath and puffed out her cheeks. She couldnât avoid Jackâs sister for ever. Endstone just wasnât big enough. She pushed against the door with her back, making the bell tinkle as she reversed in with Charlieâs pram. She parked him in the corner, cooing happily to himself, and walked up to the counter.
Mrs Scott turned round as she approached and Ellie was shocked by her appearance. She was grey and drawn, and barely managed a smile as she greeted Ellie. âHello, Ellie, love. How are you?â
âIâm well, thank you, Mrs Scott. How . . . how are you?â
âOh fine, fine, thank you, my dear,â she replied distractedly. âItâs nice to see you.â She paused and turned to her daughter. âAnna, I just have to bring some more flour through from the back. Will you help Ellie?â
Ellie looked nervously at Anna, but the other girl grinned back at her a little sheepishly, pulling at the end of her braid. Ellie wondered if her helping Jack with their father the other day was responsible for this change. Whatever the reason, she was glad of it. She and Anna had never been especially close, but Ellie didnât like to feel there was animosity between them.
âHello, Ellie!â Anna said brightly. âWhat are you after?â
âJust a loaf of bread, please.â
Anna reached up to one of the shelves behind her, pulling down a floury loaf and putting it into a paper bag. âHow are things at school? I miss it, you know.â The admission felt like a small peace-offering to Ellie.
âDo you?â Ellie grinned back. âIâm sick of the place! Weâre still knitting.â
âOh dear, any improvement?â
âIâm afraid not. I thought Iâd try a pair of gloves, and they seemed to be going well until I got to the end and realized they were both completely different sizes. I think Charlieâs probably a better knitter than me!â
âI donât doubt it!â The girls both laughed and Charlie joined in, without the slightest understanding why, which only made them laugh harder. Ellie felt herself relaxing.
Mabel returned from the storeroom and, at the same time, the bell jangled again as Mrs Baxter and Mrs Dorling â widowed sisters both in their seventies â marched in purposefully.
âGood afternoon, ladies,â Mabel said. âWhat can I get for you?â
âOh, my dear,â began Mrs Baxter, âwe came to see if youâd heard the terrible news?â
âTerrible!â echoed Mrs Dorling.
âWhatâs happened?â Ellie asked.
âWell, itâs poor Billie Farrow,â Mrs Baxter went on, shaking her head.
âJust terrible,â her sister agreed.
âWhat about him?â Anna snapped impatiently, earning a scowl from her mother.
âKilled, my dear! Killed in action! His family received the telegram this afternoon.â
âThey did,â Mrs Dorling confirmed.
Ellie felt as though sheâd been punched in the gut. A glance at Mabel and Anna suggested they felt the same way. She thought of Billie giving up his Saturdays to coach the Endstone boyâs football team, and how much