his arm reassuringly. âGo on.â
âWell, Dad and I were in the butcherâs earlier â Mam had asked us to pick something up. While we were queuing, this woman comes up to Dad and hands him. . . She passes him a white feather. . .â
âOh!â
âYou know. . . ?â
âI know,â Ellie said quickly.
They had been hearing more and more, in the papers and from local gossip, about these white feathers, given by women to able-bodied men who hadnât signed up for the army. The feather represented cowardice. As far as Ellie knew, this was the first one to have been given in Endstone.
âWho was she â the woman?â
âI donât know. She was gone before we properly realized what had happened. But she was no one I recognized. I suppose she might have been one of your Aunt Francesâs lot.â
âWhat do you mean?â Ellie didnât understand what this could possibly have to do with Aunt Frances. She was sure her aunt would never be so unkind. Not to mention the fact that she was all the way over in Brighton.
âYou know, that Votes for Women crowd seems to be joining forces with the blasted white feather brigade. . .â
They fell silent again, both deep in their own thoughts. Aunt Frances did talk a lot about the need for women to get the vote, and Ellie knew she had been involved with a group campaigning for this right. But she felt confident her aunt would take no part in humiliating another person, whatever she might think of his actions or politics. It didnât feel the right moment to argue this point with Jack however. She was just glad they were speaking again.
âWhat happened next. . .â she prompted gently.
âDad went scarlet and stormed off to The Dog and Duck. I followed, but he told me to leave him alone. Itâs best not to argue with him when he gets like that, so I did. But he wasnât home a couple of hours later and I was worried. Mam was worried too. So I went to fetch him and found him like you saw. Ted said he didnât see exactly what happened but I reckon maybe someone said something about the feather and Dad just went for them. . .â
âJack, does he often get into fights?â
âNo! Heâs . . . well, I mean, you know what heâs like. Heâs not what youâd call friendly. But heâs not normally violent. Itâs just that heâs been getting more withdrawn since war broke out. He wonât talk about it â wonât even talk about Will! He pretends none of itâs happening. His drinking is getting worse too. . .â He glanced at her, and Ellie tried to keep her face as blank as possible. She didnât want Jack to think she was judging his family again. âItâs getting really bad, Ellie. Mamâs worried he might lose his job, and then weâll really be stuffed. . .â
Ellie hated to see her friend so worried. She put her hand on his. âItâs strange for everyone, Jack. Weâre all getting used to it. Everythingâs so different now. But Iâm sure things will get better soon. They have to!â
He looked up at her and smiled crookedly. It was a ghost of his usual grin, but a smile nonetheless. âWell, youâre the clever one. Youâre probably right! I donât know why heâs so against the war, thââ
He broke off as Thomas re-entered the room, guiding Joe by the elbow. Joe was holding a cold towel to his eye and his gaze was fixed on the floor.
âLike I said, nothing much to worry about. Iâm sure youâll be pretty sore for the next few days, not least your head. But thereâll be no lasting damage. Erm . . . it might be an idea to lay off the beer for a while, Joe. That wonât help your recovery.â
Joe and Jack flushed a matching shade of crimson. Ellie knew the embarrassment her friend