âDo you mind walking?â
âI like to walk.â
âThen letâs.â
Six
T HEY FOUND A PAY PHONE not far from the American Café. She got through to an American operator and made it collect. If things went perfectly, Mommy and Daddy would be out and Ellie, the housekeeper-cook, would answer and take a message. But it was her father who accepted the charges.
âHi, Daddy,â she said.
There was a pause and then in his usual voice, low and modulated and so throaty it sounded almost viciousâit was the exact yang to Mommyâs yinâhe said, âWhere in Jesusâ name are you?â
âGosh,â she said, âitâs so good to hear your voice, too.â
âDarcy, goddammit. Those people called here. They said you just up and took the hell off or something. They didnât know what the hell happened.â
He was a concrete contractor, Daddy was. Heâd made millions of dollars paving over the shit that was Cleveland, as he put it. He was one of the biggest cement layers in the State of Ohio, and, he was fond of saying, there was one goddamn shitload of cement in Ohio. My eloquent dad, sheâd called him to her friends.
âWell, I guess thatâs right,â she said. âI did just up and take the hell off.â
âWhatâre you doing?â
âHaving fun, Dad. Believe it or not.â
âDarcyââ
âLook, I didnât mean to. It was a mistake. I went out with some friends and I got sickââ
âDrunk, you mean. Stinking, I bet. Youâre good at that, like your mom.â
âGreat. But no, actually I didnât get stinking. I missed the train to Florence, so my friends were going to bring me up, and we got on the wrong train.â
âSo where are you now?â
âVenice.â
âWhat?â
âItâs another city in Italy.â
âYeah, Darcy. I know that.â
âItâs beautiful, actually. I love it here.â
âSo how far is it to wherever youâre supposed to be?â
âI donât know.â
âHadnât you better look into it? Get a ticket and get your ass over there?â
âWell, itâs almost midnight here, so I canât do anything now. But I donât know. I like it here so much.â
Another long pause. She could hear him smoking now. He only smoked when he was really pissed off.
âDarcy, goddammitâthis was so expensive, this bullshit tour. If you were just gonna go off and wander around with some other drunks, then I coulda just got you a plane ticket.â
âAnd thatâs what I said I wanted, isnât it, Dad? Do you remember that conversation? I said just get me a ticket and maybe a Eurail pass. Thatâs all I asked for. But Mommy had like three heart attacks, and you were all âYou canât do that. A girl all alone over there.ââ
âSo you pull something like this.â
âListen,â she said. She was crying now, but she covered the phone when she sniffed so he wouldnât pick up on it. âI was still thinking about going back to the tour. But Iâve decided now Iâm not going to.â
âWhatâre you gonna do?â
âI donât know, Daddy. Iâll send you a postcard. Howâs that?â
She hung up.
L ATER , W ILL HELD HER . T HEYâD found a lonely bridge somewhere in the fog and the night, as alone as they could be, and she wept, and he kept her close to him until she had it all out, and he never asked a question. He just understood. She knew he understood. Everything. When she had calmed down and dried up, she looked up at him, and they kissed for the first time since that night in Rome. But this time it went on and grew more heated until he was pressing her back against the abutment and moving against her, and neither of them wanted to stop, but they finally did.
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