bandages and the rumpled sleeves of her top. She didnât know if her acknowledgment of the odors was just a strong memory or if she truly was literally reeking of it. Either way, it was too late now as the lights came on in the conference room, people filing in through different doors. Smaragdaâs eyes rose slightly and she watched her queen roll herself along on her wheelchair.
Their eyes met as they were at the same level, and Smaragda instinctively looked back down, wishing that she could wither away, shrinking into the ground and out of the presence of Queen Diana.
She pressed her forearms harder against the tabletop and the pressure on her skin allowed slowly healing snips and cuts to pop open. It wasnât the same kind of rush as she got from pressing a razor blade against it, but the pain still clouded her perceptions, taking her out of the moment, out of her self-loathing forâ¦surviving.
Conversations murmured around the corners of her consciousness and it was something that helped her to muffle the distant memories of her dying friends. If only sheâd stood her groundâ¦at least she wouldnât have felt so useless. No, she would have had the beautiful darkness of oblivion, her body and soul swallowed completely by the Stygian cloud, her suffering ended by its ravenous greed.
âSo we have a new development,â Diana announced, her voice cutting sharply through both the conference room and into Smaragdaâs numbed mind. âOur people are still alive.â
Smaragda looked up, staring at her queen, her hands clenching into tight fists so that even her closely trimmed nails threatened to spear through her palms. âWhat?â
âThey are alive and under some form of mind control, or have had their bodies commandeered by the Etruscan menaces,â Diana clarified for her. âWe have video of both the intruders and our missing people, thanks to Edwards over there.â
Smaragda glanced in the direction Diana pointed and saw a brawny, brooding figure, he having cast his eyes downward.
âJust trying to get as much as I could. I sure as hell was useless in terms of fighting those two,â Edwards grumbled.
Smaragda turned and glanced toward the screen, the lights dimming.
âMyrto, see if you can recognize anything off of the initial parts of the video,â Diana ordered. The queenâs voice held more than a little concern, something the disgraced soldier couldnât understand. If anything, she should have been executed for such a disgusting failure.
Why worry about me? Smaragda mused silently. Why even have me here at this table?
But even as she did so, a small monitor was slid to her section of the table and she looked at the flying entities.
âDid you see anything like that?â Brigid Baptiste asked.
Smaragda shook her head. âThe only thing any of us saw was a literal flood of dark, churning smoke. However, we were in the woods, and I couldnât see through the canopy of trees.â
Brigid nodded. âPerhaps that is why there was that form of manifestation.â
Smaragda looked down at the screen, watching as her friends suddenly appeared, deposited on the ground by streams of light emanating from the torch held by the flying female figure, Vanth.
She could recognize them by the subtle differences, the little bits of customization on each of her fellow soldiersâ armor, even before the camera focused on the faces inside their open-visored helmets. She looked at one set of eyes and her heart sank. Every instinct was to grab the tiny monitor and hurl it aside, but she didnât even possess the will to lift her arms, to even touch the image of lost brothers.
Edwards leaned across the table, his long arm snatching up the tablet and turning it away from her.
âShe doesnât need to see that shit,â the big man gruffly announced. âPardon my language.â
âItâs excused,â Diana stated.