on.â
Lissie was the picture of her late mother, with her short, dark and impossibly thick hair, bright hazel eyes, and all those pesky freckles. Frank loved those freckles, just as heâd loved Maggieâs, though sheâd hated them, and so did Lissie.
âSo you think I have a shot at the part, right?â
The kid had her heart set on playing an angel in the annual Christmas pageant at St. Maryâs Episcopal School.
Privately, Frank didnât hold out much hope, since heâd just given the schoolâs drama teacher, Miss Pidgett, a speeding ticket two weeks before, and she was still steamed about it. Sheâd gone so far as to complain to the city council, claiming police harassment, but Frank had stood up and said sheâd been doing fifty-five in a thirty, and the citation had stuck. The old biddy had barely spoken to him before that; now she was crossing the street to avoid saying hello.
He would have liked to think Almira Pidgett wasnât the type to take a grown-up grudge out on a seven-year-old, but unfortunately, he knew from experience that she was. Sheâd been his teacher, when he first arrived in Pine Crossing, and sheâd disliked him from day one.
âWhatâs so bad about playing a shepherd?â he hedged, and took a sip from his favorite coffee mug. Maggie had made it for him, in the ceramics class sheâd taken to keep her mind off the chemo, and he carried it most everywhere he went. Folks probably thought he had one hell of an addiction to caffeine; in truth, he kept the cup within reach because it was the last gift Maggie ever gave him. It was a talisman; he felt closer to her when he could touch it.
Lissie folded her arms and set her jaw, Maggie-style. âItâs dumb for a girl to be a shepherd. Girls are supposed to be angels.â
He hid a grin behind the rim of the mug. âYour mother would have said girls could herd sheep as well as boys,â he replied. âAnd Iâve known more than one female who wouldnât qualify as an angel, no matter what kind of getup she was wearing.â
A wistful expression crossed Lissieâs face. âI miss Mommy so much,â she said, very softly.
Maggie had been gone two years, come June, and Frank kept expecting to get used to it, but it hadnât happened, for him or for Lissie.
I want you to mourn me for a while, Maggie had told him, toward the end, but when itâs time to let go, Iâll find a way to tell you.
âI know,â he said gruffly. âMe too.â
âMommyâs an angel now, isnât she?â
Frank couldnât speak. He managed a nod.
âMiss Pidgett says people donât turn into angels when they die. She says theyâre still just people.â
âMiss Pidgett,â Frank said, âis aâstickler for detail.â
âA what?â
Frank looked pointedly at his watch. âYouâre going to be late for school if we donât get a move on,â he said.
âAngels,â Lissie said importantly, straightening her halo, âare always on time.â
Frank grinned. âDid you feed Floyd?â
Floyd was the overweight beagle he and Lissie had rescued from the pound a month after Maggie died. In retrospect, it seemed to Frank that Floyd had been the one doing the rescuingâheâd made a man and a little girl laugh, when theyâd both thought nothing would ever be funny again.
âOf course I did,â Lissie said. âAngels always feed their dogs.â
Frank chuckled, but that hollow place was still there, huddled in a corner of his ticker. âGet your coat,â he said.
âItâs in the car,â Lissie replied, and her gaze strayed to the Advent calendar taped across the bottom of the cupboards. Fashioned of matchboxes, artfully painted and glued to a length of red velvet ribbon, now as scruffy as the snow outside, the thing was an institution in the Raynor family. Had