window seat like Iâd seen in a magazine. I wondered if Mom would let us have one. They were great places to curl up with a book. You could even tuck your book under a cushion if you didnât feel like putting it back on the shelf when you were done.
âCan I have my own room?â Brett was asking. âOr do I still have to share withâ?â He stopped before heâd actually uttered Coreyâs name, but even Corey got the point.
His head came up. âUh-uh,â he said, shaking his head emphatically, waving a bite of egg in the air. âI donât want to sleep alone. I get scared.â
âYouâve gotta learn to sleep alone sometime,â Brett argued. âWonât be long until I go off to college. Then what?â
âIâll go too,â said Corey without a momentâs hesitation. Brett snorted.
On the other side of the table, Dana seemed to be deep in thought. âWhere?â she asked, as if she hadnât even heard anyone elseâs comments.
Dad understood her question. âWe donât know yet. We need to look around.â
Until that moment I hadnât thought about the where. I had just assumed that the new house would be right where we wereâor at least somewhere very close. Surely Dad wouldnât move us away from our community. Our friends.
âYou mean we might have to move somewhere else?â My voice squeaked at the incredible notion.
âMost likely.â
I think all of us just sat and stared. Dad had always said that what we had was just fine. That good homes were not fashioned out of wood and bricksâbut love and respect. Now he was prepared to move? Away?
âI donât think I want to move,â said Dana, shaking her head and echoing my feelings exactly.
âI do,â piped up Corey.
âHow do you know? Youâve never moved. You donât even know what itâs like.â I was a little short with him. I didnât want anyone reinforcing Dadâs idea until weâd at least had some time to think about it.
âI know,â said Corey, pushing a piece of toast into the egg yolk without too much success. âBut after I moveâthen I will know.â
I guess, somehow, that made sense. Anyway, there was little point in arguing with Corey. I turned my attention back to Dad, who was speaking again. âMom and I have been doing a lot of praying and talking. It seems that now would be a good time to make a move. As you kids enter the teen years, you could use more spaceâeach have your own room. And it seems â¦â
But he lost me right there. Was he thinking Dana and I would not be sharing a room anymore? Weâd always shared a room. I couldnât imagine sleeping alone. It wasnât that I was scaredâlike Corey. It was just that I liked Danaâs company. She must have felt the same way because before I could even speak, she asked, âWould we have to have separate rooms?â
She had interrupted Dad. Usually we were gently reminded that we were not to do that, but this time Dad stopped midsentence and looked at Dana. âYou donât want to have your own room?â He sounded a little surprised.
âNot really,â she answered, sounding less firm. Maybe she was wondering if that made her odd.
I spoke up quickly. âMe neither.â
Dad just shrugged and looked over at Mom. She shrugged backâbut she also smiled. âYou wonât be required to have your own rooms if thatâs the way you feel about it,â she said. She looked rather pleasedâas she sometimes did when we remembered our proper manners in public or were thoughtful about another person or something.
âMe too,â said Corey, stuffing in more toast. âIâll sleep with them too.â
I couldnât help but smile at his simple solution.
Dana was shaking her head. âThen why move?â The question seemed to be directed at Corey,