happen.â
âGot not gottenâ Pam automatically corrected in her mind, and then said that she supposed in a way they had. For some years, anyway, things had happened.
That, Sandford told her, was precisely it. To him, nothing had, so that now it was all unreal.
âYou jog along for years,â he said, âand nothing happens. Nobody pays any attention to you; you do an ordinary sort of job. Any day might be any day. You see what I mean?â
Pam nodded, raised her glass, found it empty, put it down again. Sandford, without looking at him, motioned to the maître dâ and then to the empty glasses.
âI work in this laboratory,â Sandford said. âNothing important. Research, but not important. Not big stuff. I go home at night and Sallyâs there. Maybe we go to a movie, maybe we go to the theater. Weâve got a little more money than most. That is, Sally has. But itâs allâordinary. You never stop to think about it much. You see?â
Pam nodded that she saw.
âThen it goes smash,â he said. âSally goes away somewhere and Iâm damned if I know why. To âthink things out.â What the hell do you suppose she meant?â
He seemed to expect an answer. Pam could say only that women got that way, sometimes.
âSally?â he said, as if Pam knew her and could tell. But now he did not wait for an answer. âThen Grace gets killed,â he said. âThen you say somebody is following me. Me , for Godâs sake?â
The drinks came. Sandford drank most of his, seeming not to know what he did.
âIt drives you nuts,â he said. âIâve got to find out whatâs going on.â
There seemed to Pam North to be a kind of desperate anxiety in his voice; she felt he was trying to drag something out of her. But she felt there was nothing further in her to be dragged out.
âApparently,â she said, âthis man waited in the areaway forâoh, ten minutes. Fifteen. Smoked a couple of cigarettes. Then went. Anyway, thatâs what Mullins thought.â
He said it didnât make any sense.
âIt wasnât the police,â Pam said. âIâm sure of that. Actually, Mr. Sandfordââ She paused and after a moment he said, âYes?â
âI suppose the most likely thing,â Pam said, and spoke slowly, âis that your wife actually wants a divorce and has somebody following you toâwell, to try to get evidence.â
Sandford finished his drink. Then he spoke decisively.
âI donât believe that,â he said. âShe couldnât do a thing like that. Anyway, sheââ he paused. âShe knows better,â he finished.
He had, Pam thought, at least convinced himself, probably because he wanted it that way. She finished her drink, thinking that all the same, the man probably had been hired by Mrs. Barton Sandford. She declined another drink, and they went up the stairs to the second floor dining room. She felt that Sandford continued to expect something more from her, some assuagement of his uneasiness, some explanation of what had happened. She hadnât any.
âThe FBI isnât after you?â she said, after they had ordered.
He laughed at that, said, âNot meâ and then sobered quickly, urged another drink. Pam resisted temptation by a narrow margin.
They talked, then, inevitably, about the murder of Grace Logan. Sandford wanted to know if Pamâs aunts were really worried, or had cause to worry.
âI was around to see Paul this morning,â he said. âRallying round. The kidâs broken up, of course. The cook, Hilda, told both of us about the Misses Whitsett at breakfast. The cops must be nuts.â
Pam didnât think the aunts were worried, or had cause to be, and Sandford reinforced this, heartily, with a âHell no!â All the same, the cops were not necessarily nuts, Pam told him. The aunts had been