Baltic Sea coast, freezing her butt off while the man her mother lived withâmarriage was never an optionâfished for whatever half-frozen-to-death fish came out of that icy sea. Kittyâs first memory was of being cold. Her second memory was of hating the woman she called Mother. And her favorite memory was of the day she left that Baltic seaport, on her way to find a new life with a young man who claimed to have fallen madly in love with her, and to whom, aged fifteen, she gave her virginity though not her innocence, because Kitty had never been an âinnocent.â
The act of âloveââas the young man whose name she had by now forgotten had called itâmeant nothing to Kitty. It was merely a commodity to get her from point A to point B, and when she reached point B, at that young manâs expense, she moved quickly on, without even informing him she was going.
By then she was sixteen years old. Just.
A trail of menâyoung, old, good-looking and eager, or fat and married, it didnât matterâmarked Kittyâs progress through the escort clubs and sex clubs of those Baltic countries, all the way through Poland and the Ukraine, Hungary and Croatia, and finally to Paris, where she had taken up with a professor of medical science at the hospital where she had managed, through lies and false references, to get a job as an assistant in the pharmacy. By then her brown hair was dyed red, though not as bright as the present day. With her pink cheeks and bucktoothed smile, as yet without the two cheapveneers on the front, her sturdy peasant arms and thighs, plus her extreme youth and obvious sexual availability she had a certain appeal.
She stayed with the professor for six months, finally running off to London on her own in search of better pickings. She took with her several bottles of the pharmaceuticals known as date-rape drugs, that sheâd learned, from the professor, who was a good teacher, could render a person semicomatose, and highly susceptible to sexual exploitation. In fact the âvictimâ would be incapable of constructive thought, and unable to take physical action to defend themselves, unable to move or think. Anything could be done to them while in that sedated state.
Kitty was never sexually satisfied, but now the use of these drugs gave her a sense of power that was both heady and frightening. She could kill someone in that sedated state. It would be easy. Kitty had no feelings for anyone but herself. She knew what gave her pleasure. And killing just might.
Now, she smiled eagerly as Sunny walked toward her, instinctively understanding her vulnerability. With a woman as vulnerable as that, anything was possible.
âHiii.â Kittyâs twin veneers gleamed whitely in an ingratiating grin.
Sunny wondered why the woman had not done something about them. âHi,â she called back, running down the steps and climbing in next to Kitty, who was wearing a pink jersey wrap dress that rumpled over her white thighs.
âI think you look better today,â Kitty said, throwing Sunny a quick glance as they sped off. âI hope you had a good nightâs sleep?â
âAs a matter of fact I did.â
âAnd did he call you? The absentee lover?â
âHe called many times.â
Kitty slammed on the brakes at a red light, making the tires screech. âBut you didnât answer him?â
Sunny shook her head. âNo.â
âIs he handsome, your lover?â
â
I
think he is.â
Kittyâs head swiveled Sunnyâs way as she dodged through traffic. âAnd do other women think heâs attractive?â
âI donât ask other women how they feel about him.â Sunny did not like the way this conversation was going. She didnât want to talk about Mac to this woman with her pointed questions. Yet wasnât that the reason she was here? To try to talk it out, get Mac out of her system, try to