pay, does she think heâs a fool? The whole deal. He grabs his copies and charges out, just as Tessaâs boss, the guy who actually owns this business, is coming in with our checks. Heâs heard the whole thing. He takes the squawker aside, talks to him, hand on his shoulder, never raises his voice. But in five minutes assholeâs back, payment in hand. Like an illustration for âtail between his legs.ââ
âWhat do you think went down?â
âDunno. But the owner, heâs not someone to fool with, and Tessaâsheâs got a pretty good relationship with him. I mean she runs everything here. All he does is bring the checks by. But once she said heâs not someone you want to cross.â
âWho is he, the boss?â
She stared into the cup in front of her as if she was about to read the leaves. From her wary look, they werenât going to bring good news.
âKristi?â
âUh uh. I said too much. Iâm not going there.â
Youâre afraid to mention his name? Or was she just caught up in the drama? I really wanted to know. For now, though, I needed to dial back.
âSo, besides the guy who prefers not to answer his cell, what does Tessa care about now?â
âGot me.â
âWhatâd you talk about, I mean, besides work?â
âMe.â And then she laughed. âJeez, I never realized that, before. Me! I didnât realize . . .â
âLots of people never realize. Youâre more perceptive than most.â
She eyed me with a mixture of suspicion and pride, as if I was trying to flatter her, which, of course I was.
Iâd learned more about Tessa, but I was no closer to finding her. I had to take a chance. I said, âDid you know she gave away all her clothes?â
âAll her clothes?â She repeated the words like she couldnât fathom their meaning. I didnât blame her. She didnât know what I did about Tessa on the bridge.
âShe doesnât have family out here, does she?â I, her supposed friend, should have known that, but I had to ask.
Kristi hesitated only an instant before saying, âNo. None . . .â
âNone. I do know that. She had some decent job back east; then she got lured out here by some fat Silicon Valley offer and then they laid her off.â
âWhen?â
âYears ago.â She bit her lip.
âBut?â
âBut what?â
âThereâs something more to this, isnât there? Something that makes it worse, something she said . . . ?â I was all but holding my breath, trying to draw her in, to not break the mood.
âI donât know.â
âFamily? You were saying she had no family? Maybe she left them back east?â
âNo. Not . . . I donât know.â
âI think you do.â
âWait a minute! Who are you toââ
âKristi, she tried to kill herself last night. On the bridge.â
âYou mean like . . . jump?â
âExactly. I pulled her back. Thatâs how I know her. Thatâs all I know about her. Except that Iâve got to find her before she tries again.â
She was trying to mesh this news with the Tessa she knew. I could see her succeeding. She shrank back away from me. âYou lied to me. You just wanted to make me talk. Whatâs going on? How do I know youâre telling the truth now?â
âIâm sorry! Iâm the one who pulled her back! Kristi, she could be heading back to the bridge right now! Help me! Help her!â
She hugged her cup to her chest and for a moment I thought she was going to cry or scream. âOmigod, she really tried to kill herself? I know things were bad with her boyfriend butâOmigod! The bridge!â
âThis is important! You thought she seemed fine for a while. Did you mean that or were you just trying to blow me off?â
âShe did. Let me think.â She was pretty rattled. âOne thing