throws (they throw backward?) and Iâve no idea what a scrum or a line out is, although he told me. What I did hear was the word tackling.
There will be no tackling.
I heard the word maul somewhere in that description, too, and it didnât do much for my sense of calm.
âSorry I could only get half the team here, but I think youâll get a feel for the game anyway.â Will says after introducing each of the giants by name.
Thatâs only half of them?
âReady?â
âNo!â
âBrilliant. Now take the ballâ¦â
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When it is all over, Will points a muddy finger at me. âAdmit it. You had fun.â
âIâm filthy.â
He picks up the sack of equipment and hoists it over one shoulder. âBut unharmed. And you had fun.â
I adopt a poor mimic of Willâs accent. âDespite all odds, I found myself rather enjoying the afternoon.â
Will laughs. I feel the sound in the pit of my stomach. He is muddier than Iâwhich is saying somethingâand his hair hangs down playfully in his eyes. His chin boasts a reckless smudge of dirt. âYou did.â After a moment, he adds with a quiet grin, âI did, too.â
Did I have fun? I had a wonderful time. I saw an energetic, lighthearted side of William Grey that tugged at me in ways I didnât expect.
I want to know more about this man. His past, what he thinks about God. About his politics and what his favorite music is. Where he got that scar above his right eye and what his family thinks ofhim being so far from home. I find myself asking God to let me know heâs a man of faith, because my attraction to him is growing faster than I can handle if he isnât.
Before I can stop myself, I reach out and pull a leaf from his hair. Our eyes lock, frozen by the moment.
âMaggie,â he says after what feels like an hour, his expression undecipherable.
âMmm, hmm,â Iâm too stunned to attempt an actual word.
âI find youââ he shifts the bag on his shoulder and shuffles a foot in the grass ââfar more appealing than I should, given our situation.â
What does a girl say to that?
âI shouldnât even be seeing you outside of class, butâ¦â he doesnât finish the sentence. He doesnât need to.
He feels it, just as I do. Iâm suddenly dizzy and my stomach just left the county. âWillâ¦â
âThis is dangerous. Maggie, the consequences of this are enormous. For both of us. Whatever isâ¦happeningâ¦between usâ¦wellâ¦itâs not a very good idea. You see that, donât you?â
âYes,â I reply far too quickly, spooked by the fact that he feels this spark between us. âI mean, of course I see that. And there really isâ¦nothingâ¦happeningâ¦â my voice just trails off because thatâs ridiculous, we both know there is something happening. A very big, very scary something neither of us invited.
âItâs not just the business side of things,Maggie.â Will lets the bag of gear slide off his shoulders and looks straight into my eyes. Oh, those eyes. They could pull you right inside them if you werenât careful. âWe are both people of faith. I know we havenât discussed it, but it is the case and it means that we need to be careful.â He shifts his weight and continues, âI hope it doesnât surprise you that I take my faith as seriously as you do. We shouldnât be casual about this. Not that I donâtâ¦â He pushes out a breath. âIâm speaking in rubbish here. What Iâm trying to say is thatâ¦I think we need to be very cautious about how we spend any time with each other outside of class.â
Will Grey is a man of faith. Genuine, deep faith.
Heâs my banker. Heâs my teacher. Oh, Lord, how could You? How could You send someone into my life whoâs so right and so wrong all at
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