likely, he just didnât want to be around people.
âTell me why youâre here,â he said.
âI promised Colin.â It sounded so archaic when she said it. She pushed back her hair, too aware of herself for her own comfort. âI told him if I ever needed help, Iâd come to you. So, here I am. Except I really donât need your help, after all.â
âYou donât?â
She shook her head. âNo.â
âGood. Iâd hate for you to have wasted a trip.â He started back across the worn floorboards toward the porch. âIâm not in the helping business.â
She was stunned. âWhat?â
âPlatoâll feed you, get you back on the road before dark.â
Lucy stared at his back as he went out onto the porch. In the cabinâs dim light, she saw an iron bed in one corner of the room, cast-off running shoes, a book of Robert Penn Warren poetry, a stack of James Bond novels and one of Joe Citroâs books of Vermont ghost stories. There was also a kerosene lamp.
This was not what sheâd expected. Redwing Associates was high-tech and very serious, one of the best investigative and security consulting firms in the business. Sebastianâs brainchild. He knew his way around the world. If nothing else, Lucy had expected she might have to hold him back, keep him from moving too fast and too hard on her behalf.
Instead, heâd turned her down flat. Without argument. Without explanation.
She took a breath. The dust, altitude and dry air hadnât given her a bloody nose like they had J.T. Theyâd just driven every drop of sanity and common sense right out of her. She never should have come here.
She followed him out onto the porch. âYouâre going to take my word for it that I donât need help?â
âSure.â He dropped back into his hammock. âYouâre a smart lady. You know if you need help or not.â
âWhat if it was all bluster? What if Iâm bluffing? What if Iâm too proud andââ
âAnd so?â
She clenched her fists at her sides, resisting an urge to hit something. âPlato fudged it when he said you were on sabbatical, didnât he? Iâll bet Madison was more right than she realized.â
âLucy, if I wanted you to know about my life, Iâd send you Christmas cards.â He grabbed his hat and lay back in the hammock. âHave you ever gotten a Christmas card from me?â
âNo, and I hope I never do.â
She spun around so abruptly, the blood rushed out of her head. She reeled, steadying herself. Damn if sheâd let herself pass out. The bastard would dump a pitcher of well water on her head, strap her to a horse and send her on her way.
âIâm sorry, Lucy. Things change.â She couldnât tell if heâd softened, but thought he might have. âI guess you know that better than most of us.â
She turned back to him and inhaled, regaining some semblance of self-control. She was furious with herself for having come out hereâand with Plato for having sent her when he had to know the reception sheâd get. She was out of her element, and she hated it. âThatâs it, then? Youâre not going to help me?â
He gave her a half smile and pulled his hat back down over his eyes. âWhoâre you kidding, Lucy Blacker? Youâve never needed anyoneâs help.â
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Plato didnât come for Sebastian until early the next morning. Very early. Dawn was spilling out on the horizon, and Sebastian, having tended the horses and the dogs, was back in his hammock when Platoâs truck pulled up. He thumped onto the porch, his gait uneven from his limp. Itâd be two years soon. Heâd have the limp for life.
âYou turned Lucy down?â
Sebastian tilted his hat back off his eyes. âSo did you.â
âShe didnât come out here for my help. She came for
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