thatâs the problem.â
She crowed with delight and launched herself at him. âI knew it. I knew she was the one.â She squeezed her arms around his all-muscle middle. âThis time itâs real love, isnât it?â
A crooked smile dawned, âYeah. The forever kind.â
âOoh, I canât wait to be an auntie.â
âSam, stop being a girl,â he ordered her sternly. âWeâre talking hockey here.â
âRight.â She pulled out of his arms, but nothing could stop the happy feeling inside her. At least one of them looked as though they had a solid romantic future ahead of them. âSo, hockey.â
âYeah. Iâm coaching Gregâs team.â
âI know.â
His long legs ate up the polished concrete floor of her Yaletown loft. Eight hundred and sixty two square feet had never felt so tiny. She was growing dizzy from watching him.
âYou donât seem very happy about it.â Sometimes, sheâd discovered, stating the obvious was the best way to get people talking. This time was no different.
âHappy?â He swung round and actually stopped in histracks long enough to make eye contact. âHow can I be happy about it?â
She thought about how it must feel to be an NHL heavyweight benched forever and the only coaching gig around was for a bunch of fire and police geezers. âMaybe this will be a stepping-stone to other coaching opportunities.â
He shook his head at her, as though sheâd said something incredibly dumb. Which couldnât be possible. âI donât know how to coach.â
Ah, so it wasnât the humiliation of the team, but fear of his own shortcomings that was stopping him.
She walked forward, laid a hand on his shoulder. âHow did you learn to play hockey?â
âYou were there. You saw me.â
âOnly if I hung out at the rink. You were always at the rink.â
âYeah. Exactly. Thatâs how I learned to play.â
âRight. You practiced. Hour after hour. Maybe coaching is the same. You practice.â
âI donât know. These guys are seriously messed up. Itâs so bad Iâm taking advice from an elementary school teacher.â
She bit back a smile. Coaching wasnât the only thing he was learning from Sierra Janssen.
âHereâs the thing, Sam, you have a good eye. Remember when you figured out way back in high school that moving Tom Delaney from right wing to left would improve the team? And we moved him and it was amazing?â
âI remember. But it was easy to spot from the bench. He couldnât shoot left worth a damn. But if he shot right, he had a killer aim.â
âNot everyone can spot those things. Youâve got aninstinct. And you know hockey so I donât have to explain anything.â
âI donât know.â
âCome on, youâve been complaining since I got to town that we hardly see each other.â
âI was referring to having dinner together or hanging out, not me helping you coach a bunch of over-the-hill amateurs.â
âLook. Come down to the rink on Saturday morning. Youâve got good judgment, let me know what you think.â
Her hand came off her brotherâs shoulder and clenched involuntarily at her side. âIs Greg going to be there?â
Jarradâs eyes narrowed in irritation. âOf course heâs going to be there. Heâs on the team. Come on. You guys are ancient history. Iâm sure you could be in the same hockey rink without killing each other.â
She wasnât so sure about that.
Talk about complicated.
âI know you donât understand, butââ
âYouâre right. I donât. No one does. So, you guys went out all through high school, then you went away to college and you broke up. Big deal. Happens all the time.â
âWell, there was a little more to it than that.â She still experienced