house?â
âYes.â
âYou mean, youâll take me away from here?â
âYes, my dear.â
Suddenly she began to shake all over. It was frightening and very moving.
âOh, do take me away! Please do. Itâs so awful, being here, and feeling so wicked.â
I came over to her and her hands fastened on my coat sleeve.
âIâm an awful coward. I didnât know what a coward I was.â
âItâs all right, funny face,â I said. âThese things are a bit shattering. Come along.â
âCan we go at once? Without waiting a minute?â
âWell, youâll have to put a few things together, I suppose.â
âWhat sort of things? Why?â
âMy dear girl,â I said. âWe can provide you with a bed and a bath and the rest of it, but Iâm damned if I lend you my toothbrush.â
She gave a very faint weak little laugh.
âI see. I think Iâm stupid today. You mustnât mind. Iâll go and pack some things. Youâyou wonât go away? Youâll wait for me?â
âIâll be on the mat.â
âThank you. Thank you very much. Iâm sorry Iâm so stupid. But you see itâs rather dreadful when your mother dies.â
âI know,â I said.
I gave her a friendly pat on the back and she flashed me a grateful look and disappeared into a bedroom. I went on downstairs.
âI found Megan,â I said. âSheâs coming.â
âOh now, that is a good thing,â exclaimed Elsie Holland. âIt will take her out of herself. Sheâs rather a nervy girl, you know. Difficult. It will be a great relief to feel I havenât got her on my mind as well as everything else. Itâs very kind of you, Miss Burton. I hope she wonât be a nuisance. Oh dear, thereâs the telephone. I must go and answer it. Mr. Symmington isnât fit.â
She hurried out of the room. Joanna said:
âQuite the ministering angel!â
âYou said that rather nastily,â I observed. âSheâs a nice kind girl, and obviously most capable.â
âMost. And she knows it.â
âThis is unworthy of you, Joanna,â I said.
âMeaning why shouldnât the girl do her stuff?â
âExactly.â
âI never can stand seeing people pleased with themselves,â said Joanna. âIt arouses all my worst instincts. How did you find Megan?â
âCrouching in a darkened room looking rather like a stricken gazelle.â
âPoor kid. She was quite willing to come?â
âShe leapt at it.â
A series of thuds out in the hall announced the descent of Megan and her suitcase. I went out and took it from her. Joanna, behind me, said urgently:
âCome on. Iâve already refused some nice hot tea twice.â
We went out to the car. It annoyed me that Joanna had to sling the suitcase in. I could get along with one stick now, but I couldnât do any athletic feats.
âGet in,â I said to Megan.
She got in. I followed her. Joanna started the car and we drove off.
We got to Little Furze and went into the drawing room.
Megan dropped into a chair and burst into tears. She cried with the hearty fervour of a childâbawled, I think, is the right word. I left the room in search of a remedy. Joanna stood by feeling rather helpless, I think.
Presently I heard Megan say in a thick choked voice:
âIâm sorry for doing this. It seems idiotic.â
Joanna said kindly, âNot at all. Have another handkerchief.â
I gather she supplied the necessary article. I reentered the room and handed Megan a brimming glass.
âWhat is it?â
âA cocktail,â I said.
âIs it? Is it really?â Meganâs tears were instantly dried. âIâve never drunk a cocktail.â
âEverything has to have a beginning,â I said.
Megan sipped her drink gingerly, then a beaming smile spread over her