bearings.â
Sandwich gave a skeptical grunt. âSo you think she can be coaxed off the high ropes, do you? I wish you luck, my friend.â
Gazing off at the silken couch in the corner, Lili said, âIt looks as if Granby and Walpole have finished up with Emily Lawrence. Iâd best go find out whatâs expected of me during the mass.â
Her pensive expression was not lost on Elle, who asked, âAre you nervous?â
Lili looked as if she was going to deny it, but presently she smiled a little sheepishly and said, âA bit. Iâve no idea whatâs to be done to me with all these lechers looking on, only that no one ever speaks of it. Iâm no blushing maiden, God knows, but to make such a spectacle of it, and in such an irreverent wayâ¦â
âAre you Catholic?â Elle asked.
âNo, but I am not without spiritual inclinations, and I do harbor some deference for places of worship. A
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I may be, but there are some things even one such as I am loath to do in Godâs house.â
âGrotte Cachéeâs chapel has never even been consecrated, you know,â Elle said. âNo mass has ever been celebrated there. It may look like a chapel, but I doubt very much that God takes any special interest in it.â
âThank you for telling me.â Clasping Elleâs hand, Lili said, âHow refreshing to meet someone like you in the midst of all this loose baggage. Will I see you at the banquet later?â
âI regret that you will not.â A half-truth, more or less, since Elic would be there.
Leaning close, Lili said with a smile, âYou shanât regret it on the morrow, when youâre the only lady in this place who can walk without wincing. I hope we can spend some time together tomorrow, then, before my departure.â
âAs do I.â
After Lili left, Elle, still cradling Darius, negotiated her way through the revelers toward Dashwood. He noticed her and turned to look, giving her a thorough but admirably discreet appraisal. She held his gaze, something no lady of refinement would ordinarily doâbut then the protocol of polite society hardly seemed to apply to this particular gathering.
Sandwich looked from Dashwood to Elle. With a knowing smile, he patted his friend on the shoulder, got up from the table, and left.
Dashwood rose from his seat and bowed when she came up to him. âYou must be Elicâs sister. Elle, is it?â
âIt is indeed, sir.â She curtseyed, her gaze still locked with his. âIâve been looking forward to meeting you.â
Dashwood reached out to pet Darius, prompting her to clutch him to her chest. âHeâs shy.â
âAye, but youâre not.â The smile turned intimate, knowing.
âIf I were, I would hardly be here,â she said.
Gesturing her into the adjacent chair, he retook his seat, set a glass in front of her, and reached for a carafe of wine. âNo, thank you,â she said, covering the glass with her hand.
Too close now to Dashwood for comfort, Darius leapt from Elleâs lap and sat at her feet.
âAre you enjoying our gay little saturnalia?â Dashwood asked.
âTo be sure. But in truth, all this noise and activity is beginning to wear a bit. I thought I might seek out some quieter, more private place. I donât suppose you would care to join me.â
He chuckled as he sipped his gin. âMost ladies would flirt and tease for a bit, make it seem like the chapâs ideaâeven at such a gathering as this. Not one for the chase, are you?â
âThe chase is so much pretense and posturing,â Elle said. âI much prefer the thrill of capture.â
âWith capture comes possession,â he said softly, his dark gaze trained on hers.
âOne would certainly hope so.â Lowering her voice, she said, âCome with me, Sir Francis. I know a place where we can be