insist she memorize before next Sunday. Sheâll quit or sheâll die of exhaustion. Either way, Iâll have the harpy out of my hair in a matter of days.â
âHmm. That doesnât sound very Hippocratic of you. Didnât you swear to never do harm in that oath?â
âSurprisingly, no. Not specifically, although there is a bit about refraining from giving people poison.â
âWell, thatâs something.â Ashe gave him a wry smile. âI think I like you better surly and a bit menacing like this, Dr. West. Caroline will be astonished when I tell her you stopped by to growl over a woman.â
âI did notââ Rowan caught himself before he took the bait completely. âAre you in Town for the winter?â
âNo, weâll go to Bellewood and see my grandfather again just after Michaelmas. Caroline has insisted on it, and for once, I think Iâm going to enjoy spending time in the country. If only to watch the old monster melt and fawn all over my darling girl. To this day, I donât think she realizes what pawns we were in that old manâs game, but I have no complaints.â
âHe was quite the matchmaker.â
Ashe nodded. âToo bad you donât need his services. I could have asked him to make arrangements for you, but since youâre well on your way to bliss, we wouldnât want to interfere.â
âDamn it, Ashe! Youâre worse than a housebound widow with this nonsense! Iâll have Miss Renshaw off my hands in a week, and you, sir, will owe me an apology!â Rowan left the room, grabbing his coat out of Godwinâs waiting hands in the foyer, anger making it a bit more energetic of a departure than he would have liked.
Heâd wrenched open the front door only to surprise the lady of the house on the other side. Caroline stood on the doorstep with her ladiesâ maid, Daisy, both of them flushed and happy from their outing to the shops.
âIs everything all right with Ashe?â Caroline asked quickly.
âI was here for purely social reasons, Mrs. Blackwell.â
âThen why do you look like a man with a porcupine in his pocket?â she asked, setting her boxes aside.
Rowan smiled. Asheâs American wife had a refreshing candor that made him glad for his friend. Life would never be boring for Ashe Blackwell with a woman like Caroline to contend with. âMadam, you do have a unique way with words. I just had . . . news to share with your husband.â
âGood news, I hope.â
âIâve taken on an assistant.â It came out clipped, and he almost winced at his confessionlike tone, but her cheerful reply made him groan aloud.
âThank heavens! You need three!â
Misery.
Sheâd been an absolute harridan to the man, and after heâd stormed out, sheâd wasted an hour facedown sobbing on her bed. What was it about him that made her want to spit and claw like a cat? Heâd said nothing to counter her horrible accusations, and once again, she was left with the paradox of those sad, beautiful eyes looking back at her, his rugged countenance sober and furious at the sting of the charges sheâd thrown in his face. He looked like a man offended and not like a man indifferent to his sins.
Heâs like that handsome Iago in Othello , with all the appearance of a gentleman and trusted man, but if I forget what I know to be true, Iâm lost.
Iâm tired and already, every time I see him, itâs a struggle to remember any of it. Standish Crossing is a million miles away and none of it feels real.
What had Aunt Jane said? It was clearly spoken and I wasnât imagining it! She said that Charlotte would be alive today if she hadnât met Dr. Rowan West and fallen under his spell. Sheâd said that he was as responsible for the death of her daughter as if heâd been there to strangle her. And that heâd confessed as much and then